Dear asshole,
Why did I say yes the first time? Everyone told me you were bad news. You even hurt one of my best friends. But still my stubborn ass ignored y'all. We were great about the first month. Then it started going downhill sorta. Didn't pay much attention to it though. I continued to love you nonetheless. Then I crossed the line one weekend. You mutilated my deep crimson heart. Oh fuck oh fuck oh fuck oh fuck. My fucker self wouldn't let go of you. You swam through my mind and tears. Two weeks later you wanted me back. Why not give you a second chance. Dumbass me trusted and believed you.
We were back in each other's arms. Couple of weeks and we were slipping. You were going through a tough time. Did what I could to help you feel better. Messaged me ending it a second time. Oh fuck oh fuck oh fuck oh fuck. Shouldn't have fallen for you twice. Brought my own destruction to myself. Y'all tried to worn me but I was stupid. Oh well, I'll be fine soon, I'm used to it. You just need to move out my thoughts.
Love,
dumbass
A/N: so this is the second part of the trilogy "oh fuck". I didn't plan on it being formatted similar to my others but it kinda just happened like that so idk if the last one will end up that way too. Only time will tell.
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Just some shit thoughts
PoetryJust some shit thoughts put into a poetic-ish form I guess. I'm not really sure what I'm doing, I'm just trying to put my emotions into words I guess
