Kill my Love//Stray Kids//Changlix

15

''I'am trying my hardest to be like her, The her you love so dearly but during the night I remember that I'm not her and that I don't have perfectly straight hazel hair or chocolate brown eyes and the perfect curves in all the right place, I remember I'm just the same old me who hasn't stopped loving you and is still trying to find a way out of this mess but I am starting to realise that now sweet old little me was never good enough for you. My heart was made of gold and my soul made of fire, I can melt so easily at one smile that kisses my heart but now that I know how rare gold is I'm beginning to think common stainless silver that people always use was never good enough for me.''
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Felix's PoV:

''Why can't you just hurry up and love me'' I whined clinging onto Changbins leg only to be shoved off again.

''Felix please don't start this again. I can't deal with this everyday.'' Changbin groaned as I wrapped my legs around his waist jumping on him a burrowing my head into his neck

''Then just say you love me because I can't deal with this everyday either.'' I pouted pulling back and looking into changbins eyes smiling at his arms that locked around my waist as soon as I flung myself at him.

''No Felix, please just get off I need to go meet my parents for lunch.'' I tightened my arms around his neck careful not to strangle him but tight enough to make it hard for him to lift me off.

''Your parents!? Can I come! I want to meet your parents.'' I shrieked my eyes widening as my legs tightened around his waist squeezing him like a snake.

''No Felix why do you want to meet my parents?'' His eyebrows creased as he poked me on the cheek with his free hand making me scrunch up my nose like a rabbit.

''Because I want to meet my future parents in law.'' I stated refusing to loosen my limbs around his body.

''No Felix you can't, I haven't seen them in a while and I want to spend an evening with them without having to explain why there's an Australian boy who's been sleeping in the same bed and following me around since the day I met him.'' Changbin explained as I rested my head on his shoulder.

I let out a weird whine as I untangled myself from him slowly after huffing an annoyed 'fine, go then' and turning around.

I heard him sigh behind me as he walked towards the front door and opening it.

''Felix? If I take you out to get dinner tomorrow night will you still be mad at me?'' He suggested holding the front door open with his foot letting the evening light creep in and illuminate my back.

I stayed staring at the stairs refusing to face him, I was stubborn and he knew what I wanted.

''How about if I take you to dinner tomorrow night and buy you one of those huge teddy bears that you really wanted?'' He attempted again, closer but not close enough.

''Fine'' he sighed.
''I love you lix, now are you going to stay mad at me?'' He asked, a smile blossomed on my face as I turned around and hugged him tightly.

''I'm not mad but you still have to take me out to dinner tomorrow and buy me that huge teddy bear I wanted.'' I added smiling cockily, I always won when it came to Changbin.

He let out a short laugh, ''okay fine, now I really have to leave before my mother kicks my ass for being late.''  He rushed peeling my body from mine before saying a quick goodbye and before I knew it he was out the door.

I wasn't sure in which way he meant when he said 'I love you' but I definitely meant it in more than just a friend way.

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Hi guys! I know this is a really short chapter but I've been busy re-decorating my room and it's apparently taking longer than I thought :) thanks for sticking around to 15 chapters, I'm quite surprised I've even got this far to be honest 😂

— Author Bee 🐝