Dear T.B.
Tuesday 8th of May 2018
5:45pm.
Dear T.B.
I'm having a bad day today. I knew something was off when I woke up and looked in the mirror in disgust. But here's the thing, I'm not overweight, I'm not fat. I'm a little chubby but it's not really noticeable, my friends have told me a millions times over "Charlotte, you are NOT fat!" For every time I've heard that, I'd be doing well financially, to say the most. But for some reason, I can't seem to shake it from my mind.
It's like a cleansing mantra, but instead a toxic chant on repeat In my mind "Charlotte they're lying, you're overweight. You're overweight you're fat and its disgusting. Starve yourself go to the gym." And it ruins my mood for the next three days.
So that's ruined my mood right? You'd think, damn it can't get worse.
Well it does...
You get to school and you feel like everyone's watching you as you exit the car. The seniors walking past are probably thinking "ew, who lets themselves get to that size" in reality they're dreading walking into school and maybe, just maybe, glance my way for a split second before going back to their cellular device.
Why?
Why does this happen? Why do I know that I'm not the only one who feels this way yet I can't seem to get it to register it in my head? T.B. Help me out dude I'm struggling a little bit.
At least my friends help clear my mind temporarily while we're all at school.
That's all for now, talk later when I'm feeling better ya know?
-Char
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