Evan X Male Reader// Two True Friends

A new Encounter

A/N-TW (Maybe? Idk? Un seen suicide.)

You wake up with a start. It's your first day at a new high school, and your mom left for work early. You tiredly get out of bed, messily throwing on your clothes for today. School starts at 8, and it's 6:50, so you end up watching anime while eating a bowl of cereal, wearing jeans, t-shirt, and a hoodie.

You head to school, A boy walks near you. He seems to have a cast on his left arm. You try to say hi, but fail miserably.

"Hey!" You scream, but no one looks at you. No one will, you think, I have an eyepatch on my left eye, bandages on my nose a cheeks, and scars on my arm.

You head into the hallway. You find the same boy getting pushed by a different boy. You run to help him, but a girl gets there first. You decide not to get in the way, and leave.

"Hey!" Someone says. You turn around. It's the boy with the cast. It already has a signature. Connor.

"H-hi!" You say.

"I think I saw you this morning." He says. You look at him.

"Y-you did? I- I was calling out to say hi." You explain

"I felt like someone yelled hi. I just didn't know it was directed towards me." The boy explains. He gives out a hand. "It's Evan-Evan Hansen." He says. You takes his hand, and tell him your name.

"See you later." Evan says, walking to class. You do the same.

After school, you see Evan running.

"What's wrong?" You ask. Evan opens his mouth, but no sound comes out. Instead, he runs the opposite direction. You try to run to him, but fail miserably. You stop trying, and head home.

Home is 4 blocks away, so you head up walking home. Mom still isn't home, so you grab a knife.

"Why can't you care more about me rather than your dumb work!" You scream, slicing your arm. You cry as blood drips down to the floor. You run into your room, throwing yourself onto your pillowy bed.

An hour later, you stop crying, and head to get ready for bed. Just a plain shirt and shorts. Afterwards, you finish up your homework. You look into the mirror- your dull eyes and messy hair is what makes you adorable, but you think otherwise. You curl up on your bed, crying yourself to sleep...

3 days later, Evan approaches you, his face pale.

"What's wrong?" You ask him.

"C-connor..." He mumbles. You look at him with a confused face.

"He- He t-took my letter I wrote t-to myself a-a f-f-few days ago... and he took his own life along with it... " Evan explains, his stuttering voice hinting tears. You now understand why Evan was scared a few days ago, but confused as to why before, Evan was that scared as he is now.

"D-did you know him?" You ask. He shakes his head

"His parents think I do." Evan explains. Someone approaches Evan, pushing him on top of you. The boy starts laughing.

"We're you the boy that pushed Evan to the ground the first day of school?" You ask the boy with caution. The boy just starts laughing.

"You think I'm Connor?" The boy ask in disbelief. "Uh-No. I'm Jared. Evan's Family Friend." The boy says, taking Evan off you. Afterwards, Evan explains what happened to Jared, who just laughed at Evan's mistakes. Before you could do anything, the bell rings, and you guys head your separate ways.

"Can I ask you for a favor?" Evan says, sitting next to you. It was lunch, and you didn't feel like eating. You nod.

"Can you come over to my house tomorrow." Evan says. Tomorrow is a friday, so you accept. Either way, your mom won't be home until very late. Evan smiles, and you guys start to talk like two good friends...