Is This Our Final Good Bye?

Goodbi Alexander!

John Lauren's POV: God I love Alexander! But sometimes I worried he'll forget about me. He's always to afraid to tell our friends about him being bi which they were fine with me being gay so what's the difference? Like they would be completely fine with it but whatever when the time comes it will come. Every day I didn't see Alexander he'd send me cute little love letters over email and it was so adorable. He'd write them in proper English god I love him! One day I was scrolling through my emails when I got a notification, it was Eliza. I clicked into it.
"Hey sorry to bother you John but I think Alex is trying to hit on me, and he's pretty cute what should I do?
          -Eliza S."
Are you fucking serious. I didn't respond because I was too fucking mad at Alex I wanted to kill him. I emailed him and told him that there was a surprise if he came over my house but that was before I read Eliza's email now he's gonna be getting and ear full.
*2hours later*
He walked into my room.
"Honey I'm home!" He yelled. Fuck he was adorable but I was too pissed off to honestly give a shit.
"Oh fuck off." Alex was set back by my mood.
"W-What?" He said with confusion. I began to tremble.
"Eliza emailed me and told me you were trying to hit on her care to explain?" I hadn't started crying but I was definitely going too.
"Um w-what?" I could see he was getting nervous.
"The question is simple were you hitting on Eliza?"
I was still staring at my computer screen.
"Y-y-yes." He said defeatedly and dropped his head.
"WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK ALEXANDER!?" I began to feel tears fall from my eyes.
"John I'm sorry." He reached for my shoulder but I swatted it off." He jumped back.
"John." I felt his eyes piercing through me.
"John please look at me." Jesus I wanted to rip his face off right now with the power of a fucking god.
"John.... JOHN!" I looked straight into his eyes tears coursing like rivers down my face. He was thrown back by me crying because I never cry in front of him.
"WHAT? WHAT COULD YOU POSSIBLY WANT?!" I stared at him.
"Look Eliza means nothing to me.."
"Then why?"
"Why what?"
"Why would you hit in her?" He was taken back.
"I-I don't know." He finally responded.
"What do you mean you don't know?" I started to get impatient.
" I think I just didn't want them to think I might be gay." He said.
"WHY!? WHY IS HIDING WHAT WE HAVE SO IMPORTANT TO YOU THAT YOU'D CHEAT ON ME TO DO IT." He didn't have an answer this time. He just sat there with his head hung while he stared at the ground.
"YOU TOLD ME I WOULDN'T HAVE TO WORRY ABOUT YOU WITH WOMEN AND THAT IT WAS JUST A STUPID BIPHOBIC THING PEOPLE SAID!" I continued to yell at him my face bright red.
"John I'm sorry." He said.
"Yeah? Well how sorry are you actually?" I began to rant again. I felt his lips press against mine. Don't kiss him back... don't kiss him back... don't kiss him back... of fuck it! I kissed him back. And when he tried to take my shirt off I pulled away from the kiss and smacked him.
"You piece of shit." I whispered. I grabbed my coat and shoes and began to walk out of the house.
"Please John! I'm so sorry! Come back!" I slammed the door to my own house leaving Alex inside I needed a break from him I need time for him to realize I'm not just a toy. I grabbed my phone and texted him.
"You tell all of our friends by Monday that we're dating and that you're bi or say goodbye to me Alex."
He left me on read. But this time it wasn't heartbreaking it means I really got him thinking. Let's see would he make the right choice and go for me? Or would he end it all this was a real test of worthiness. Did he deserve me?
  ( I hope you liked it Would you like another chapter? The idea came into my head randomly and I rarely write fan fiction so here you go! Anyway hope you enjoyed!)