Figuring out Life101

July 8th, 2014

God gives us all a different blessing. Sure those blessing are split into categories (artists, designers, musicians, authors, etc). Most of us don't ever discover or realize our talents, but I did. Mine is writing. Always has been and always will be. For the moment I'm just writing a daily blog, but someday I have hopes to write popular novels or even a whole book series.

Summer is my favorite time of the year, but nothing usually happens for me. My parents are divorced and I live with my mom during the school year (every other weekend I'm with my dad) and during summer I live with my dad (every other weekend I'm with my mom). Both houses are tough to live in and I like to think of them as both of my worlds because my parents live in different towns 2 hours away from each other. After all Hannah Montana's song does ring a bell when you think about my situation. My mom is dating a man that lives with us named Mike, and he's the only person on the planet I've ever hated. He's lazy, mean, sarcastic, rude, annoying, and disgusting. I can't stand him and I don't know why my mom puts up with him. At my dad's the challenge is I don't feel like I belong. I know my dad loves me, but his wife, Stephanie, is over all amazing, but I feel awkward and like I don't belong when I'm around her. It's gotten better, but it's still tough.

I have to many siblings in my life. One real brother, age 12, named James, and a real sister, age 10, named Jasmine. On my moms side I have a stepbrother, age 5, named Teddy, and a half-brother, age 3, named Cody. On my dads side I have two stepsisters, Allie age 12, and Maddie age 9. Allie is my all time best friend/other half. We understand each other perfectly and she literally has half my brain attached to hers, I'm positive it's true. We both love fashion, and our biggest dream is to become someone famous in New York City.

After this summer I'll be a freshman. When I think about it all I can think about is how nervous I am. Everyone tells me I'll end up having a lot of fun, and I need to make sure I get involved. I wish someone would tell me the cold hard truth, " your going to get super stressed, the exams suck, good luck with a social life, watch out for creepy guys who only want one thing." But of course I'll have to experience it all on my own. I'm not even sure what friends I'll have because my closest friends are in band, so they might have a different lunch hour then me. If that happens it will suck, and I'll immediately hate high school. Who else would I hang out with?

Until tomorrow,

Love,

Jade <3