The Truth

so I might seem like this happy girl true I am but I wasn't always. I used to be depressed in elementary school I use to get bully for not being as thin as others or because I looked different and mostly because I am an extremely hiper person people till this day still tell me I have ADHD the truth is I don't I just have a lot of energy. So the summer before I entered sixth grade I told myself be happy the world is full of hate. so I was called names in sixth grade like a slut,whore, and b**** honestly I kept my smile because I knew I'm nothing of that I didn't even know what a slut was or whore. the main reason I'm writing this is to tell people that just to keep a smile it hurts but just thank them so they know that it didn't bug you or so they leave you alone that's what I did. and that's how I'm such a happy positive person yes.I can still be put down but I don't cry myself to sleep because of it. I know this Is all over the place but it's ok because I'm not a writer I just wanted to share this .