Secrets [sm]

one.

parties. in movies, highschool parties are always huge, trashy and crazy. red solo cups scattered everywhere, alcohol, weed, and drunk teenagers either dry fucking in every corner or playing all sorts of party games and dancing sloppily with random people.

some people believe that movies over exaggerate with how they portray these parties. but if i'm being totally honest? they don't. all highschool parties are exactly the way they are in movies.

well atleast the parties i, along with other people in my school, throw are.

i consider myself quite the party girl. if there's a party that isn't mine you will always see me there, along with my two bestfriends kelsey and demitria.

i met my two lovely friends back in our freshman year. kelsey was always the girl people would pick on. she was very shy and used to be slightly chubby, with terrible acne and braces. cliché i know.

she never really had good clothing style either, which people found as another reason to pick on her. nonetheless i thought she was still beautiful.

one day, she was being pushed around in the middle of the school hallway and no one seemed to care to help her except for me. i quickly stepped in and told everyone to fuck off and leave the poor girl alone.

i asked her if she was okay and all she did was shake her head and silently cry. i felt bad, so i comforted her and brought her to my house not caring if school was still in session. that day, we talked about everything.

she told me her insecurities and her weaknesses, and i told her mine. she asked me to help her gain confidence, clear her skin and lose weight as she didn't love the way her body looked and so i did.

i shared my skin routine with her and went to the gym 4 days out of every week for a couple of months. as time flew, her skin was clear and glowing, her figure was thin and curvy, and we grew closer.

every day after school we would go to a small cafe that was near our homes, and would drink iced coffee and buy different kinds of food and chill for a while. that is where we met demitria.

she worked there and seeing as we were there everyday, she knew our orders by heart, and would sit with us on her lunch breaks. we're now going into our senior year inseparable, and as the talk of the school. we're known for our huge parties, especially our summer ones.

which brings us here.

me and kels are in the kitchen making our drinks, slightly tipsy and talking about boys. again, cliché i know.

"so have you seen him yet? he told ryan that he was gonna be here tonight." kels asked. "no i haven't, but i honestly don't care if he even comes.

he doesn't even like me, nor do i like him, and you expect me to know or care if he shows up to our party? only reason he's here is for you guys cause he's your friend." i replied bluntly, shrugging my shoulders and taking a sip of my drink.

she rolls her eyes and groans dramatically, slightly slurring her words, "oh come onnn tori, you cannot tell me you don't ever notice when he's looking at you as if he wants to pull you in a room and fifty shades of grey you! he definitely notices you," she scoffs at me and playfully pushes my shoulder.

"and fyi, he's standing over there talking to ryan as we speak."

i look over to where she points, and roll my eyes "well look at that, he is. probably just gonna spend the night with a random girl just like every other weekend. now, i'm gonna go find demi, roll a few blunts and get high off my ass.

you coming or are you gonna stay here and stare at them all night?" i yell as i start walking away. she giggles and pushes herself off the counter following me to the backyard.

•• three hours later. ••

i'm dancing alone in a sea of sweaty bodies while kels and demi are somewhere in the house doing god knows what. i move my hips to the rhythm of the music, blocking out everyone else and enjoying myself.

at this point i'm on cloud 90 and drunk off my ass. as i'm feeling the music and staying to myself, i feel someone come behind me grabbing a hold of my waist and matching my rhythm.

i don't bother to see who it is as i continue to dance and arch my back, grinding on the unknown male. after a few minutes of grinding against him, he turns me around and i finally lock eyes with him. i feel myself smirk as he does the same and pulls me closer.

"enjoying ourselves aren't we?" i whisper in his ear. "not as much as we can be upstairs in one of those nice rooms you have." he replies, kissing my neck.

i playfully roll my eyes although he doesn't notice as he's attacking my neck, and i pull away leading him up to my room. as soon as the door closes i'm pushed against it and feel his lips on mine.

the kiss is hungry and at a slow yet fast pace, our hands all over eachother. "god have i missed those lips babygirl." he groans. seconds later, we're left only in our underwear and i'm told to jump. i obey the order and as soon as my legs are wrapped around him, he's on his way to my bed and laying me down.

he moves away from my lips, kissing from my jawline to my neck and down my stomach until he reaches my black laced thong. he quickly removes the item and spreads my legs, kissing up my thighs reaching my sex.

soon i feel his tongue on me working it's magic. he draws eights and spells out his name with his tongue as he pumps two fingers in and out of me causing moans to flow out of my mouth. he continues until i reach my climax.

he cleans me up and not long after, he's slipping a condom on and pushing his length inside me.

an hour and a half filled with pure ecstasy later, we're putting our clothes back on and fixing ourselves making sure we look like this never happened. "i can never get tired of fucking you baby, always more amazing than the last time." he chuckles as he buttons his jeans.

"same to you mendes, you always know how to leave me satisfied." i say looking at him through my mirror as i fix my hair and remove the smeared makeup off my face, redoing it.

he walks up behind me and spins me around kissing me one last time, making sure to take my bottom lip between his teeth as he pulls away "i'll leave first and say i found some random chick to entertain me." he says making his way to the door.

i blow him a kiss and let him walk out the door. i wait a few minutes before i myself leave my room and make my way back downstairs. "bitch where have you been? i've been looking for you, ryan and carter wanna play beer pong!" demi yells at me over the music.

i quickly lie and tell her that i had went to my room to vomit and ended up knocking out on my bed and woke up to someone stumbling into my room. she believed it and pulled me over to the table where the cups were set up. you see, no one knows about the little rendezvous me and mendes, well shawn, have. we make everyone believe we hate eachother, and agreed on keeping 'us' a secret.

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hi guys! although i've written two stories before in the past, i consider this one my first one only because the others were bad and cringey. i wrote them when i was like 14 and never continued them. i've deleted them and i don't intend on starting them back up ever. this was pretty long for a first chapter but hopefully you guys enjoyed it! i'm not great at writing smut, although it will be in this story often. i'll try my best to make this good. let's hope this book isn't a flop lol. see ya next chapter! - nelly xx