Diagnosis // Yoonmin ff

Chapter Sixteen

"Suga" I called his name and he straightens up to sit on his bed.

"Why did you come?" I felt something getting stuck in my throat. Why did he even ask me that?

"Because I was worried." I walked closer and sat down on the bed, next to him.

"Well, you shouldn't be. I'm alright."

"No, you're not. And you know that! What is happening to you? What are you hiding from me?"

"Jimin... Please, just go."

"NO! I won't leave you! Never!" he looked me in the eyes. "Please..." I say, taking his hand in my smaller ones. "What are you hiding from me? What's wrong?"

He sighed and closed his eyes before speaking. "I have brain cancer..."

I stared at him in shock. "Cancer..."

"Yeah, and not one, but two... Jimin, it's very risky."

I let go of his hand and stood up still in shock, unable to proceed what's he saying.

"I understand. You don't want to be around me anymore and be with me. I know..."

My eyes were full of tears but I didn't let them fall. No, I won't cry. I moved closer to him again and pulled him in a warm hug.

"I won't ever leave you. Understand that. Everything will be allri-"

"No. It won't be Jimin! You know I won't survive. You know that I'll die sooner or later... That's why I didn't want you to suffer. I know you love me and that's why I didn't want you to see me like this."

I moved a little bit from him, but not breaking the hug."Does it really have to be like this?"

"It seems like it does... That's why I'm begging you to go. Leave me alone. Find someone else and be happy."

"You know very well that's not possible. I'm only happy by your side. I won't leave you."
I look at his lips. Moving our faces closer, I slowly connect our lips into a long sweet kiss.

"I love you so much Park Jimin."

"I love you too... Yoongi..."

Later, he got discharged and I took him home. After getting into our apartment, I placed him on the couch and made sure he is feeling comfortable.

"You rest and I'm going to make you something nice to eat," I said before leaving to the kitchen.

I can't believe that all of this is happening. Please God, let all of this just be a bad dream. This isn't real, right?

When did everything turn upside down? All those pills then headaches after our first kiss then all the visits to the hospital... Now it all makes sense.

Everything started falling apart after the diagnosis.

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