Heartbreak

The Entire Story

It all started one week the week where my life would change. Well let me introduce myself and what my story is about. My name is Jenna and this is the whole story of my heart break with a guy named Tyler. So one day I get a message from my friend Becky and she asked if I could take over her streaks on Snapchat because she was in trouble. In return I say sure why not... well one day when I was sending streaks and i see this person. He seems real cute therefore I screen shot his snapchat code and add him on my snapchat. Well I did and a few hours later I get a message from him saying "who are you" I said "idk who are you" and that's when it all started, the start to something that ended too fast.He lives in New Jersey and he's different than most guys treats you like a lady should be treated. From that point on we talked everyday about really random stuff. Then one day I posted on my story a post saying I bet no guy will send me a paragraph telling me your honest opinion of me that will make me smile. Tyler in return sent me a paragraph and it did indeed make me smile. Then we started talking about how we looked when we were younger and sending baby pictures to each other it was great. At this point I start flirting asking if his girlfriend would be angry that were talking this much he said he was single. Then there was this other thing on my story where you had to pick someone and put your honest opinion of them like if they kissed you what would you do stuff like that. I asked him if like he ever tried asking his crush out and he said he didn't have one. My thoughts at this point were make your move already it's right there. After this we started sending current pictures of each other and calling each other sexy and stuff like that. I finally came clean and I said, "listen your single, i'm single lookin like a potato. Do you get what i'm saying here?" He said, "yes I do" I said, "I don't care what the answer is just as long as we stay friends. Sooooo what's the answer?" He said, "I could never say no to you." And that was the start of something new, something I thought would last forever. I had asked him, "when do you say the 'L' word?" he said wait a few days." I said I get you. Well later that night we were talking and he said it out of nowhere and my heart hit the floor I was so happy. We talked everyday and every night. I would get "good morning baby" text messages and it was just great. One day my parents were leaving and my brother was going with them so I would be home alone. So we talked and decided we were gonna call each other. I told him that my voice sounded like a whale because I have opinions. He called me and I said, "Hello..." He said "OMG your voice is so light and sounds like a princess." Me being me I giggled. No one had ever told me that before and that just made everything so much more real. His voice was just comforting although he wasn't there to hold me it felt like when I heard his voice he was there to hug me.... his voice hugged me and I felt safe. From that day on I went for a walk everyday and called him on these walks because no one knew about him, that I thought I had found the love of my life. One night I stayed the night at my friend haley's house and while I was there I was on the phone with Tyler for 5 hours. That's the longest i've been on the phone with someone but i was ok with this because I loved him. He liked the idea of slim thick and I wanted to lose some weight anyways therefore the walks I went on ya I did that just so I could talk to him but also because I needed to get exercise. I started losing weight and I started working out. My life changed he changed my look onto the idea of me ever being loved. We started dating on Saturday March 3rd, 2018 the day my life changed. We always talked about cuddling and kissing and just being together we had this whole plan. One day I asked if he could call because I was having a bad day and I needed to hear his voice. He said his parents were home and he couldn't talk. This time was different though he started to talk about things that I didn't wanna talk about.. He was saying stuff like "I see my friends kiss their girl in the halls and hugging them. Them being able to see their girl on the weekend." I was starting to get really worried about the sake of our relationship. We talked on the phone for a good hour talking this out he ended up breaking up with me because he didn't feel confident in the relationship anymore. That day was Saturday March 24th, 2018. I was crushed.. I spend all spring break crying in a corner in my room because I was just so depressed. We still talked everyday just not as much and not about relationship stuff. Well one day we were talking about everything and how I said i'm going to wait for him till the day I die. Then he said "what if a girl asks me out and I say i'm sorry i'm waiting for a very special person?" He said he would wait for me too. This changed everything I had a chance again... a chance to get the one thing in my life back. We weren't a thing but yet we weren't single. I say we were occupied. Then one day I was staying at haley's house and I was sitting in a ball cuddling a pillow picturing it was Tyler and he said he loved me again I cried tears of joy. I was happy again my life had been put back together. We went a week of talking as much as we did again talking about relationship stuff too. We even called again 1 time during that week. Then it was Wednesday and I texted him, "Good morning baby I hope you slept well text me when your up I love you." He texted that he was up and that all I heard from him for 2 days. The I had haley text him and he said that he wasn't feeling the same feelings as he did before. We spent an entire 2 hours talking about this new plan and how everything was going to be. He said that his love was too little and there was nothing we could do to bring it back up. Once again I was single but this time was different. There wouldn't be anymore going back it's over.. No dating again no more I love you's, no more baby, no more good morning baby texts, no more talking about cuddling. It was gone he slipped through my hands and that was that I lost him. And here we are now Thursday April 19th, 2018 pushing through the pain and i'm writing this story because I saw how to get over a relationship you have to write a story about it so here's my story... one that is still going on to this day. Although we may not be dating anymore I asked if we could at least be friends because having him as a friend is a lot better than not having in my life at all. One day i'm going to go to down to New Jersey and i'm going to meet him and person and when that day comes my life will be whole again. Haley and I are friends and she is actually going to down with me. We will get a small apartment together and live in New Jersey but i'm not going there because of tyler, I'm going there because it's beautiful down by the coast as well as I could make really good money there. This isn't The End but it's enough for now. Today in now April 25th, 2018 and i think Tyler and I and no longer friends and he just leaves me on read so the whole in my heart is even bigger and is not going away anytime soon