Reputation: Jolinsky

1.4

Jack dropped off Taylor and slowly drove himself to JJ's house, it was on the on the other side of the small town they lived in, so it was easy for Jack to procrastinate this.

One he finally arrived at the house of the boy who quite literally changed him, he started getting very nervous. Jack's palms became sweaty and he bit his lip a little bit.

He rang the doorbell and Johnson answered.

"Thought you didn't want to see me again." Johnson huffed.

"You know I didn't mean that." Jack pleaded.

"Yes well, I didn't mean to intrude on your life." JJ huffed and began to close the door.

Jack stuck his foot out and stopped JJ from closing the door. "I felt like shit Johnson and I didn't mean any of it. I shouldn't have taken my anger out on you." Jack tried to make eye contact with him.

JJ crossed his arms across his small frame and looked up at Jack, his eyes stern and face expressionless. "Is that all?"

"No, I, no I'm not finished." Jack breathed a heavy, shaky breath.

"Well, spit it out." JJ seemed impatient.

"It's hard to say." Jack said slowly.

"Jack just fucking say it I don't have all day." JJ rolled his eyes.

Jack disliked this new side of JJ, he was rude and cold, everything Johnson wasn't. He couldn't get through to the small boy, he couldn't see where his head was at. The small boy with the big personality was unreadable.

"If I say it, it's definitely true." Jack whispered, almost inaudibly. Jack realised that he hadn't actually admitted that he was gay, it was only speculation in his and Taylor's heads.

"Jack, if you're not gonna say anything, then get the fuck out my house." JJ spat at him.

"I'm scared, alright." Jack tried to get through to JJ.

"Of what Jack, I'm a skinny kid, I'm not very threatening am I?!" Johnson yelled in frustration.

Jack pushed his way into Johnson's house and shut the door behind him.

"Fucking spit it out you dick." Johnson was very impatient now.

"I'm doing this for you, so give me a break." Jack yelled back at him.

"Oh yeah, cause you've done so much for me already, haven't you?" JJ yelled back sarcastically.

"Stop making this more difficult than it needs to be." Jack ran another hand through his hair and tugged a little in frustration. "I think I'm gay." Jack let out a big breath and leaned against the door.

"Not good enough, get out." JJ snapped.

Jack seemed taken aback. "I just came out to you, and that's what you say to me? Are you fucking joking?" Jack stared at the boy in disbelief.

"I deserve more than a half-hearted 'I think I'm gay'" JJ imitated Jack.

"What the fuck do you want me to say?" Jack's voice began to raise. "That I really fucking like you? That you haven't left my mind since that first time you were at my house? That you're the only person I actually want? That I'm actually so head over heels for you that I won't leave until you forgive me? That I like you so much that it fucking scares me? Is that is Johnson? Is that what you fucking wanted to hear?" Jack's voice was a yell by the end of it, he was so frustrated and angry, he couldn't stay like this.

Jack turned and swung open the door before JJ had a chance to answer. He stomped to his car and got in, slamming the car door behind him. He was about to drive away, when he heard his name being called. Jack rolled down the window.

"I like you too." JJ blushed and reached for the tanned, muscular boy in front of him.

"Get in." Jack said and JJ immediately obeyed.

They drove to Jack's house and as soon as they got in, Jack picked up JJ and took him into the living room. He plopped him down on the sofa, turned on the TV and sat next to him.

Jack turned to the small boy and gently planted his lips on him. His entire body got chills as they connected, he loved this feeling. JJ pulled himself closer to Jack and slipped his tongue into his mouth. They kissed for a few minutes and JJ reached his hand down to Jack's jeans when Jack grabbed his hand.

"I'm not ready for that yet." Jack said sheepishly.

"That's fine, just kissing you is great." JJ flashed a real, genuine smile at Jack before returning his lips to Jack's. Their lips moved slowly, in sync and they were in no rush.

Jack's entire body was on fire, he had never felt like this, Johnson made him feel amazing, nervous and weak all at the same time. This boy was amazing.

Jack pulled away. "You can't tell anyone about this, about us." Jack gestured between them.

"Jack, I don't want to have to be your secret." JJ said softly.

"I'm just not ready to tell everyone yet, I'm sorry." Jack looked at the boy in front of him and hoped he wouldn't mind.

"I'm sorry, Jack. I won't be a secret." JJ said with a sense of finality. And with that, JJ got up and left.

The door slammed shut and Jack groaned in frustration. He brought his hand up to his face and with his index finger, gently grazed his bottom lip where, two minutes ago, Johnson's lips were. Jack smiled to himself, but immediately stopped when he remembered what a mess he just created for himself.

"Why is he so difficult?" Jack spoke aloud to himself.