"Are You Tired Of Loving Me?"
"If you want me to answer honestly Yes."
Angst
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Y/n's Pov
It's currently 10 in the evening why the hell park jimin is still not showing up on our date?
is he ditching me?
No?
But its 10 and he said 8 I've been waiting for him for 2 hours what is really happening?
I glanced at my watch
10:05pm
I sighed and decided to leave the restaurant.
but when I was about to leave I saw him panting and rushing into me and I quickly sat back down.
"I'm here sorry I'm late."Jimin mumbled sitting at his seat panting and sweating with his tie loose
"Why are you like that?is there something wro-"He interrupted me by waving his hand quickly
"N-not at all...i'm just in a rush earlier im sorry."he mumbled but loud enough for me to hear
Something is quiet suspicious about him but im not sure.
"Where have you been?"I asked him and he is still panting a little bit and he is wiping off his sweat
"Something came up at work and I needed to finish it today sorry babe."Jimin smiled
I eyed him suspiciously but ordered our food anyway
"Happy anniversary babe"jimin smiled weakly and I smiled back
why is he smiling like that
"We've been together for like 1 year"I said smiling and he only nodded I frowned
What's up to him?why is he acting different and looks.....unhappy
"Aren't you happy?"I asked and he nodded and smiled
Can he speak?He is really freaking me out
"Y-y/n actually."He uncomfortably coughed and I look at him
"Actually?"I asked and he is only looking away at me unable to look straight at my eyes
what is really happening?
"I-I've met this gi-girl."He looks down and I slowly felt my body weak
"What?"I asked and he is still not looking straight in my eyes
"Look at me and fucking tell me what is really happening."I said and he slowly obeyed
"I-I'm breaking up with y-you.The gi-girl im talking about i-I..i met her 4 months ag-ago.and we've been together for 2 m-months."He managed to say even if he is trying his best not to stutter
"W-what?"I asked at him and trying my best not to cry but my traitor tears is starting to fall
"I've been cheated for 4 months?"I asked and scoffed
"Tell me Jimin Are you tired of loving me?"I asked and he only look down
"Answer my damn question."I said my hands is starting to shake
"If you want me to answer honestly,Yes."He said and that's when I Lost it I grab his chin up and slapped him
"I don't even know why you even dated me I you will only look for other girls."I whimpered and walk out the restauran
Is this what love is?
I walk in the dark streets cars passing by I sighed still crying
"Am I Not Enough?"I asked myself and burst into tears again
I'm really in a mess I bet my make up is ruined
why would I even care about that
I felt empty,lonely,sad
I don't know what to feel
I'm lost.
I walk at the highway looking down not knowing the traffic light is green
I look at my left and widened my eyes when I saw a fast car at me
Beeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep
This is what I wanted
This is what peace feels like
Why should I live If I'm dead inside.
I Love You Park Jimin
I Hope You're Happy Now.
End
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Written By:TheyCallMeYoonah
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