First love~ Got7 Mark ff {COMPLETE}

First love | semi-final

"I want you."
My eyes widen in shock and I try to back away but his grip stays firmly around my waist.
"Mark.. I-i."
I stutter with my words not knowing what to say.
"Y-yah dont joke about like that."
I force out a short fake laugh.
"Y/n I'm not joking."
He sits back up and lets go of me and I readjusted myself.
"I remember you y/n I've never forgotten you. From the day I first saw you in the coffee shop I wanted to throw myself on you and watch your face lighten up and never let you go. I missed you so much my heart could explode."

Tears start to stream down my face, what do I say? I don't know what to do.
"Why.. why have you been ignoring me then!?"
I start to raise my voice but my tone is croaky.
"It's a long story.."
His eyes sadden as he continuously looks at me.
"Then tell me everything! I want to know!"
I take a deep breath as he prepares to speak.
"When we found out that you weren't coming back to Korea, that you were going to live in England. My parents were devestated and so was i, I could barely sleep and I was never hungry. I wished for you to come back."
I rub my eyes as he pauses.
"Then Joy met me, her family were richer than mine and Joy fell in love with me. Her parents forced a relationship between me and Joy and we will be getting married next year.."
My heart throbbed and shattered into a million pieces. Why..why did this have to happen.
He continues.
"My parents were against it because they knew what state I was in and that I wanted to be with you. But I convinced myself that I might as well date Joy and marry her since I was told you were never coming back. That's why...I ignored you and I pretended I didn't know you. Every time I saw you upset or laughing and smiling, my heart would crush and I just wanted to run up to you and give you a big hug and never let go. That's- Thats why we can't be together."
I blink at him, my blood boiling but my heart ached.
"Why!?.. why. I want to be with you! Why can't we be together?"
Tears start rolling down my face again.
"Joy's parents will ruin you y/n they would take everything away from you and send you back to England with your family."
I wrap my arms around his back and cry into his chest, I feel his tears fall onto the edge of my cheeks, we sit there for awhile in each other's arms before I fall asleep.

~time skip~

I wake up lying ontop of marks chest, one of my legs wrapped around his. I blush then smack myself in the face which makes me fall off of the sofa causing mark to wake up.

I'm so sorry that this chapter is small but this is the semi final guys :( the next chapter will be super long because that will be the finale of this series💗 BUT
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