IF I TELL YOU.. WILL YOU..?
I first met you in elementary
I found out you like the same things as I do
I want to know you more
I want to talk to you
But I was too shy to get near you
As I watch you play with the other boys I think
‘If I tell you I want to be friends..will you accept me?’
I managed to gather all of my courage to speak to you
You were so nice and friendly
And then we became friends
I was happy that we became friends
I expected to be friends with you forever
But I began to feel something weird
I realized that I developed feelings to you
I LIKE YOU
I decided to tell you
We were eating at recess together
I was really ready to confess my feelings
But I feel so nervous
‘If I tell you I like you..will you like me too?’
I was about to confess until you said something unexpected
You told me you liked someone
A girl from our class
I told you I was happy for you
But in the inside…
My heart broke
Few years passed and now we’re in high school
You and I hardly spoke to each other
But our friendship never broke
I was afraid to love
I don’t want to feel that pain again
For the very past years I trained myself to let you go
So that our friendship won’t break
I thought I already let you go..
I joined a club
The school Magazine
I draw for the designs
And then I met him..
He’s a junior
He was an artist just like me
He like the same things I do
He was kind and friendly
For a second I thought I might fall in love with him..
And I did
I grew scared
I fear I might get rejected