All Fun And Games

bitter baby.

Sin Pov

"Please don't start crying again it's been 6 months since the breakup fuck her I gotchu" My bestfriend ivy says to me as my head lands back in her lap.

"But I just wanna know why? What did I do? And why I wasn't good enough? I remember it like the shit was yesterday" i cry out in her lap I knew for a fact I was looking a hot ass mess. Been crying for 12 hours straight over somebody who I don't even think really loved me.

"Stop it sinny you will be okay and no matter what I got ya back just please stop crying you shouldn't be crying like this" sniffling a little i sit up and wipe my nose and face looking at her nodding my head.

"You right thanks hot pocket I'm gonna go and shower den we can go get something to eat since you've been sitting here for so long" chuckling light flashing her a weak smile, I get up walking out the living room going up the stairs to my bedroom. She knew I wasn't okay but she also knew I was gonna be okay just by face she gave me atleast for once I didn't feel so alone.

Closing the room door behind me, moving over to the closet I pick my phone up off the floor turning it back on flicking on my speaker I hook my phone up to it playing H.E.R my song cutting the volume up all the way sitting my phone down on the speaker I walk over into my bathroom cutting the light on looking the mirror I was a straight mess just sad.

"This is complete bullshit" mumbling to myself as I get undressed putting my shower cap on I turn around and cut the shower on hot water reaching my hand in feeling the water I step in letting the water run all over my body. Just thinking about how shitty my life is becoming..

~after my shower~

Getting out I wrap up in my towel singing along to Daniel Ceasar Get You walking over to the sink i grab the proper thing to brush my teeth and handled that putting my shit back I walk my sad ass over to the drawer putting on some random boxer briefs and a white sports bra cutting down the music and everything i walk out the room going back to ivy she fell asleep so I just grabbed the cover she was using earlier off the couch and covered her up.

Leaving her alone to sleep i cut everything off and went back to my room picking my phone up off the speaker cutting it off I close my room door and go in the bathroom looking in the mirror.

"I guess if I'm gonna move on I should start somewhere let's try with the bitches" shrugging off everything I quickly grab the afro comb off the sink I start taking my 2 braids out, fixing the part I start to comb my hair straight down putting the comb back along with the moisturizer.

Going in the room I snatch my phone up off the bed going in the kitchen looking in the mirror making what felt like a million pictures I finally get one I like so I post it on Snapchat and cut my phone off going in the room climbing in bed turning the tv off allowing myself to drift to sleep.

"Wake uppppppp bestfriend i got friends coming over and I want you to meet them" ivy screams in my face causing me to push her head opening my eyes.

"I HAVEN'T BEEN TO SLEEP ASSHOLE NOW GET OUT" closing my eyes back i quickly turn on my side just staring at the wall just annoyed.

Ivy is my annoying bestfriend I love her to death but she just gets on my nerves 25/8 but always had my back so I got her no matter the cost ❤. She is one of those dominant fems real aggressive and keeps it 100% real no matter if it's mean or nice im pretty sure thats why we clicked the way we did.

"Who are these friends you got coming over?" I say out to ivy opening my eyes lifting up staring at her.

Ivy has a thing for annoying bitches and the honest way I feel... It's wrong timing.

"Please don't be acting bitter it's jaci and liyah you remember liyah the girl we went to the bar with for my 22nd birthday" ivy rambles on and on at this point I just want them to be here already so I don't gotta hear her mouth all damn day. 

"Okay okay ivy I remember get out so I can get dressed please and thank you don't forget my breakfast a bowl of cookie crisp with a cup of orange juice and spongebob thank youuuuu" slowly climbing outta bed I fix the leg of my boxer briefs walking to the bathroom I collect all my proper belonging to take care of my teeth and handle it quickly.

Putting all my teeth shit up I walk over to the closet grabbing out my black levi jeans putting them on, Ian gonna bother with a shower since I washed at like 4 this morning.

Walking out the closet I go to the drawer reaching inside of it grabbing out a pair of black ankle socks putting them on after closing the one I move to the drawer at the top taking out my red shirt with the word "Zaddy" across it in black letters slipping it on.

"Bestfriend it's almost leoooooo season boyyy i can't wait" ivy bust in interrupting my peace of mind Jesus that girl is THE WORST/BEST yeah that.

"YEAHHH PUSSYYYYYY WE COMING THROUGH STEROID STRONG FAT BLUNTS AND BIG BOTTLES" sticking my tongue i dance like a grandma along with ivy laughing.

"AND WE CAN'T FORGET BAD BITCHHESSSSSSS" we scream out at the same exact time.

"We retarded" i say grabbing her head moving it down a lil giving me the perfect access to the back of her neck lifting my hand up I slap it real hard letting her go jumping on the bed sprinting in the living room laughing hard as hell.

"Sin why would you do that motherfucker I'm gonna get you back nigga" she screams out behind me walking in the kitchen I see my bowl of cookie crisp and my glass of orange juice causing me to smile, going in the kitchen all the way I reach in the fridge grabbing the milk going over to the table sitting down.

"you gonna eat my goddamn cereal after you slap fire into the back of my neck" she says to me watching me eat my food choking from trying not to laugh there is a soft knock at the door.