I wake up from a vibrate against my bedside table and rub my eyes before reaching for my phone. As I pick it up, it vibrates another time and when I look at the screen I see texts from Harry. I forgot that I texted him and then fell asleep, why did I even text him... I usually don't tell anyone when I'm upset about something which isn't a good thing because then I have it all bottled up inside. I don't know why I felt the need to text Harry when I was upset last night. Actually, maybe I do... I always used to lock myself in my room and listen to One Direction because I realized that it lifted my mood somehow. I guess now, since I can text him, I thought it would make me feel better? I unlock the screen and look at the texts.
"Yeah I'm up."
"You there??"
"Are you ok?"
Wow, he actually does care. I reply.
"Hey, sorry I fell asleep. Yeah, I'm ok. I just couldn't sleep."
I lie. I realize that it would be pointless to tell him what happened last night because it's not like he can do anything about it anyway. I feel bad about flat out lying last night and saying I had other plans and I'm even shocked I cancelled our plans. I think I need to stop overthinking every little thing, it's stopping me from a lot of things. From now on, I'm going to work on that.
"Oh okay. Can we reschedule our plans for tonight??"
I remind myself that now is the time to stop overthinking and I force myself to reply yes.
"Yeah, tonight's good :)"
This is all still so crazy to me. How did I get to this point where I'm making plans to hang out with Harry Styles, it all seems like a dream. I hope it's not.
(Sorry this chapter is really short and I dont like it :P I will update soon!)
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