please help me (demi lovato fanfic discontinued)

chapter fifteen

Hannah's pov

MAY BE TRIGGERINNG!!!

I cant belive that just happened. i am her girlfriend why would demi say that she would just bring her back later.

No!! i want mmy girl with me!  i cant believe i actually left too. as i made my way back to mine and amara's room i stopped in my track as all of this was running through my mind.

i made my way ack to her room and when i cracked the door open i saw demi peck her lips before they both drifted off to sleep. i swear you could have heard my heart breaking in half.

i wanted to say something but i had no words to do so. i just went back to our room breaking down in tears. i had no clue what to do or how to handle this. i started throwing things around the room. i punched walls. im surprised no one heard any of this. i began to scream as throw Amara's things around.

i saw something glare out of the corner of my eye. i guess that Amara brought her razors with us this trip. i made my way into the bathroom and grabbed one of the new and unused razors frm the bathroom drawer

i slammed it on the floor and broke it. i grabbed the razor and sat there crying for a moment leaned up against the side of the tub.

'hello hannah we've missed you'

" i've missed you to" i said aloud

'cmon you can do this. we will always be here for you unlike Amara who was kissing someone else'

'she doesnt love you'

' for get about her'

i dragged the razor across my wrist as tine dots of blood began to fall. i did it again and again. i had forgotten how good this felt. i began going deeper and deeper until my entire arm was covered. there was alot of blood everywhere. it was like a blood bath. i tried my best to clean and wrap up my arm.

i changed and put on a long sleeve shirt and layed down in my bed falling asleep with tear stained cheeks and a blood staine arm.