How to be a Heartbreaker

Beginning

"I never loved you, it was a bet," Jake says while staring at me in disgust. Hurt flashed through my eyes. A painful sting sliced through my weak heart. Looking quickly at the ground to hide that tear, debating what I should do next, give him the pleasure of hurting me? No, of course not I can't let him know that he put a knife right through my heart. He needs to know that I don't care. I looked up and gave him a blank stare waiting for him to continue.

"It's so funny how you fell for me so fast! You are so stupid, maybe you should go back to where you belong, lets see... oh, the kitchen! Wait till the school hears this. You are so fucking ugly. How do you think someone like me can like someone at you, or even look at you." He looks at me up and down. I've never seen someone look at me in such disrespect and disgust. My insecurities started to crawl there way back into my head.

You're not good enough.

No one will ever like you.

You disgust everyone.

I quickly push those thoughts out of my hurting head. This is not the time, later. Not. Now. Don't cry, don't cry! I finally pull myself together.

"Are you done yet?" I said while trying my hardest for my voice to be emotionless. He looks at me with a questioning look.

"You know what's funny? How you think I loved you, hell, I didn't even like you. You are a selfish coward who only cares for himself. People like you disgust me. How dare you play with girls emotions, you sick fuck. I wonder how you got the way you were? Let me guess, your daddy doesn't come to your football game to watch you play?" He stares down at me clenching his teeth. No more sadness is in me, anger, pure anger is all over my body. How dare he make a girl feel more insecure than she already is. I take two steps closer to him.

"Or it you never see your mama, she's always on a business trip, maybe that's what she tells you but she truly just wants to get away from you, Is that it? Why don't you do something with yourself? Get a fucking life, you pig. Start acting like a human being and stop walking around like a fucking cliché," I take a step closer until I can feel his nasty breath on my forehead. He's clenching his fists until they turn white. I run my finger along his ab line while staring him deeply in his cold blue eyes. I then turn around and start walking away.

"Good luck with your next bitch!" I yell, while holding my middle fingers up, but not turning around.

A/N: This was a really short part, but I promise the next chapter will be much longer.