Luhan's POV
i was sat next to Xiumin holding his hand while he was laying in the bed. I was so upset that i wouldnt leave his side and i wouldnt eat anything until Xiumin came around because if he was going to die then i was too best friends forever right?.
"Xiumin, i know you probably cant hear me but i really want you to know that i love you and i where ever you go im going with you because i love you too much to handle life without you. Why did you keep this from me i know you thought it was best but i still really hoped i could have helped and maybe if you told me earlier on then i would have been able to help you, but like i said before wherever you go i will go with you i love you,......your my Baozi".
Xiumin's POV (in mind)
I was lying in the hospital bed sleeping (atleast i though i was, because i have had pain killers that make me go to sleep so my head doesnt hurt me as much). I can hear Luhan crying every night and i want to sit up and tell him that every thing will be alright and not to worry about me and to start eating but i cant..........
THEN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i suddenly woke up!!!! i looked over to Luhan first because he was holding my hand and looking away so because i missed him so much and he missed me so much i gave him a back hug (which scared him) but i knew that he was sooo happy to see me and see that i was ok. Luhan shouted "OMG!!!! Xiumin......yy...ooouuu...rrrr up!!!" "I know i'm so happy but i'm still a little weak" i told him (but not to try and make him worry "Well lie down then and save you energy" (he told he pushing me down slightly. Luhan (after he got me to lie on the bed) went to go go and get my mum and his mum and dad to tell them that i was finally awake.
Luhan's POV
I ran out as fast as i could to go and get everyone (even a nurse because of Xiumin), we all went back into Xiumin's room and the nurse examined him. The nurses face didnt look good.......THEN!.......she called Xiumin's mum over and pointed to me and said "you.....are you his friend?" "Yes i am.......why?" i ask hesitantly "Come with me please you need to know this aswell" i followed her and she took us into a little room....(Kind of like a box room)......she told us "Look.....i'm soooo sorry but ovcourse Xiumin has woken up but............" "What doctor?" Xiumin's mum interrupted "Xiumin only has 2 more hours to live..........I'm soooo sorry" Xiumin's mum and i both started to cry.
1 hour later (Xiumin's POV)
"Xiumin i thought i would tell you this now..........The doctors said that you only have 2 more hours to live and that was 1 hour ago i'm so sorry Xiumin" My mum told me i immediately had tears in my eyes "How long do i have left then??" "Possibly about 45 minutes now" Then i looked to Luhan and he stormed out i was so heartbroken that he never stayed to stay by me, I asked my mum to help me and go out to find Luhan and she did because she knew how much it meant to me.
talking
Xiumin's POV
i was laying in bed after i had talked to Luhan and he was there next to me holding my hand for my last minutes in his life. "Xiumin....before you.......dd...iiii...eeeeee i want to tell you these words....I love you (as a friend) and i just wanted to say i don't know what my life would be like without you and i never want to forget you" Just a few seconds after Luhan said that i started to close my eyes and i tried to keep them open for as long as i could but my eyes just wouldnt let me but before i completely went i lastly saw Luhan crying and hugging me saying "I LOVE YOU XIUMIN!!!!! forever and ever" then i was gone from the world and his life.
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How I lost you (Xiuhan)
FanfictionThis is a little story about 2 best friends who do everything together.......but what will happen when one friend doesn't tell the other something VERY important?.