The prisoner

ChApTeR tWeNtY - New experiences

I loved him...
But how could I? After all he did to me, killing my parents and anyone I've ever loved...but all the good things he offered me, he saved me from down there, he took care of me. He loved me. More than anyone ever did. And I coudn't resist him.

The night passed slowly. Most of the time I was awake, lokking at my demon lying next to me. The image was amazing: Madness asleep, so sexy, so quiet, so relaxed. It was amazing to stay next to a demon, listening his bteath. Just like that. He somehow felt me then he opened his eyes slowly: those mischievous but lovely reddish brown eyes. He looked at ne and raised his right eyebrow then said:

"Why are you awake?" He said touching my hand slowly.

I trembled a bit then I responded.

"Thinking" I said to him.

"Of?"

"Doesn't matter" I laughed and I tried to turn around but his big, hot hand was keeping me in one place. My face turbed red. I was ashamed.

"You started it. You'll end it" he said smiling at me. I groaned angry, then responded, rolling my eyes at him.

"Of us, me and you, you know...strange, unreal things." I said, without looking into his eyes. He smiled, then raised my chin with his fingers, forcing me to face him. "Am I wrong?" I asked him, staring and drowning into his eyes.

He shook his head negatively, then kissed my forehead, making me shake of emotions. I then took a deep breath and agreed to say him everything I had in mind about him, about me, about everything.

"It's strange. Pretty strange...but I actually think I am in love with you." I said smiling while Madness's eyes became brown. He was staring at me, shocked of what I actually said. "Don't look at me like that. Even though we started just like we started: like enemies, all that we've been through, all that emotion, those wars, the escape from Hell...even me being marked as a demon, as one of your demons...all of these things make me vulnerable. And yes, I like being vulnerable in your arms, I like you taking care of me, learning me how to deal with all these new things...the vampire-demon things...no one had ever done that for me. No one had almost died for me, excepting all these paranormal things. And all this vulnerability made me be into you, made me....love you. And I said it: I love you' James." I finally finished, exhaling nervously. Madness was still staring at me with his big brown eyes. "Say something" I said amused of his reaction.

"I really am impressed, Jane" he whispered then he sticked his forehead on mine. "Honestly, I am more afraid than you probably are...because of this." He said then he kissed me softly with his boiling bloddy lips I absolutely adored. "I love you too" he wispered kissing me.

Wow, those words being said by a demon...that was something new. And I had melted into that demon's arms, listening him wispering it all over again...and again...and again. And I loved him so much. Maybe it was wrong at a time, but then we were the same: both vampire-demons. And it was kinda normal. But all that fear, all.that agony I've been through, all those strange emotions made me burst into tears in his arms. He hugged me thighter, and kissed my head.

"Shh...you are with me. I will help you, don't worry. Everything is gonna be alright. I'm here...don't be afraid" he said to me, eraising my tears softly with his finger.

I cuddled into his arms, trying to relax. We stayed embraced like that for a couple of minutes, then he suddenly raised, holding my hand.

"Come on, le's take a shower. Maybe I'll make you relax a little bit." He said to me. When I thought of 'shower' I remembered that day, that first meeting with him. His touch. The boiling water. The fact I didn't feel anything but pleasure. I sighted enchanted and followed him to the bathroom. We entered in the shower, but with our clothes on. The water that was flowing on both of us was normal, untill Madness pointed it with a finger....and suddenly that extremely 300° boiling water flew over my face. I yelled afraid but all I could feel was pleasure. The same pleasure of pain I felt a long time ago. He was doing this, he was taking my pain away. He was a miracle. His name was Madness, but he was a sweet miracle. And I adored him so much.

"Just like when we've first met" he said to me, while keeping me tight into his arms. The feeling I had then was marvellous. Just like a touch of a demon.

"It feels....incredible" I whispered and, wirhout my intention, groaned of pleasure. He sighted then turned me around, looking at me. I was drawning in his bright red eyes.

"You can control it too, if you want" he told me, then he raised my right hand, held by his hand. "You just need to focus a little"

"But how?" I asked him surprised.

"Look at your palm. Then imagine fire. And it will appear." He answered, still holding my hand.

I tried to focus, to imagine that little flame of fire on my hand and I saw some little flames glittering. I tried again and again, until I had that little flame of fire in my palm. "Madness, look!" I exclaimed happy. He smiled then slowly removed his hand from.mine, letting me control everything. I laughed excited and the flame became bigger and bigger, covering my entire arm.

"Easy, Jane" he warned me, and I deconcentrated, so the fire disappeared. "Little by little. It's hard to control."

I sighted angry looking at him, but I agreed: what Madness was doing was damn powerful, and I was a beginner. I believed in him.

"Don't look at me like that, you know I'm right." He told me, then took my blouse away. His touch was even hotter than the water. I froze looking at him, realizing he was actually undressing me. He tore my black jeans, then threw them outside the shower. I took of his T-shirt and began to kiss his his chest, following the line of his muscles. He sighted of pleasure, strainig his muscles under my lips, and pulled my closer. I raised and kissed him passionately, putting my hands around his neck. He then raised me in his arms, keeping my legs around his belly.

"Madness, please..." I groaned licking his neck hungry. I wanted to bit him so much...to taste his blood...to taste him. And he let me, preaaing my lips onto his neck. My fangs grew penetrating his skin directly intho his veins, pleased.

"You look so innocent..." He whispered, keeping a hand on the back of my neck, pushing me deeply into his wound. "You are amazing, Jane."

I smiled and continued to bite him, pleasant, passionate, with hunger. While drinking, I looked at his face: his brown eyes were looking at me. He enjoyed it so much. He untied his pants and came into me so brutally I yelled.

"Oh, little girl" he whispered, pushing me tight onto the shower wall.

"Madness..." I groaned, excited. It felt like Heaven, like really Heaven on Earth. And it was so different, the fact that I wasn't human anymore, I wasn't tired anymore. The water was burning my skin so pleasant I continued to groan. "Madness....it feel... marvellous" I whispered, closing my eyes and kissing him deeply. My eyes turned bright red, staring at him penetrating me.

"Demonic little girl..." He groaned, kissing me, bitting my bottom lip, and pushing deeply into my body. What a lovely feeling! Without any pain, any interruption, we did it untill my moment came, shaking my body brutally, making me scream loudly and pleasant

"Oh, James!" I screamed exhaling desperately. I felt him finishing into me. He embraced me, staying sticked with his back to the shower wall. I smiled trembling into his arms. I could hear his heart beats, that demon's heart...heart that could love. And he did love me. And I absolutely adored him. "I am with you and I am so happy, Madness" I whispered.

"Baby, I really love you...I am sorry for everything bad I'd ever done to you.." he said, touching my face.

"Don't be. Those things, all the pain and enduring made me be here with you. Made us be together, made me love you." I said then kissed him passionately. He raised me in his arms and went out of the shower. He changed his black, wet pants with another pair, then took a towel and began to dry my naked body. I was amazed: he was acting like a normal human being, hesitating a little but trying to do his best. He was doing that for me, for showing me how important I was for him. He then gave me a back T-shirt of his. I was so amazed and shocked I sighted happy.

"Come here, little girl" he said to me, lying in the bed, pointing the bed next to him. I smiled then got in the bed, cuddling into that demon's arms... feeling loved, finally feeling I had someone caring of myself.