His tears, the thing that i hate the most to see, it breaks my fragile heart, shatters me into million peaces, but give me the strengh to go through every pain and every obstacle.
This life we wanted, the path we chose, the dreams we had are finally coming true.
The stage, loud music, bright lights and noisy crowds, the idol life we're living isn't as magical as we thaugh it would be.
The career i built or the love i alwys dreamt about, i had to choose, the most painful moment was thinking about him and realising how you wanted him and staring at a cheering crowd of fans that you don't want to lose.
True fans will support you no matter what happens but that doesn't mean they won't be hurt.
Lee Taeyong, i'm sorry, dear love, i have to put you in second place, that doesn't hide the fact that i would take a million bullets for you.
But, i won't be able to give up on the beautiful ocean and the soothing fanchants.
It will affect you too, dear, the green ocean, your czennies, you don't have to dissapoint them, your members you don't have to betray them, you're a leader you should think about your group first.
Both of us, know how much unnecessary hate we get for only living and being ourselves, so let's not make it worse.
Your love,
Kim yerim 💚