The warm crimson flows down her arm
As she watches it with bewilderment
With a mixture of pain.
His words cause her evil to slip.
She promises her self she wouldn't break,
He went too far, he caused her to crumble.
He pushed her to this point.
She reaches for the blade
Re-cutting her already open wound knowing she's going too deep.
He said he'd never wished she were born,
She was just trying to fix it for him.
She wrote a quick note saying she was sorry for all the pain
She caused. She said that this was the only way she knew
How to make it easier for him. A drop of blood spills on the page
And she tries to wipe it off but she smears it instead. She looks at it as tears fall down her face smearing her falseness, staining it to her cheeks. She feels faint. She lays herself on her bed to rest for a while.
Her nightmares play out with the memories over the years as they
Wash over her.
The physical an emotional abuse from him. Her tears won't stop.
The bad outnumbers the good.
She utters three last words before she's taken by the dark
"I forgive you."
-C.R.
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