18 / 03 / 2018. 8 p.m.
Today I had to choose between two parts of my being, it was the most painful thing in my life. Maybe, when they read this, I am already dead. Fusilated by the government, they are corrupt. I just defended myself, defended my life. I will tell everything from the beginning.
I love ... I loved my husband but the passion began to fade and being with him became routine (question: I did not feel love for him). I cheated on him with his best friend, in a hotel room. He found us, we started to fight. We left the place to an alley, the last thing I felt was the hand of my kidnapper in my mouth. The three of us woke up in a cold and dreary cellar. Three men enter, armed. They lifted us up and untied us. They gave me a weapon and made me choose between my husband and his best friend, to kill him with my own hands. I decided to kill my husband, but he untied easily and was free. He had deceived me, this kidnapping had been planned by him. Everything was planned. This time they made me choose between my life and my lover's. I chose to save my life. They made me aim, but I was more astute, I killed in an act of bravery to my 3 kidnappers. But the bullet did not reach my husband, who quickly killed his best friend (my lover). Then he will shoot him and escape from the place, full of blood. At this moment I am on the verge of life and death. I just wanted to tell the real story.
End.