So many feelings so many emotions
I sit around praying and hoping.
One day you'll make your way back to me
Then I start to think realistically.
I sit here watching time pass by
Slowly being torn apart inside.
Tears slowly fall from my eyes
As I try to grasp what's not inside.
Going back to the past
I start to think about our first and last.
Embraces that felt like a life time
Never again to be felt but it's fine.
Memories that were made
Are slowly starting to fade.
Warmth of your skin against mine
A feeling that could stop time.
I do recall the good times
Opening fire exits and running away.
Sitting in tiny photo booths to get our picture made.
Night drives when the music would never fade.
Sometimes I drive by your house
Wishing you would come out.
I know you wouldn't without a doubt
Even though you want to shout.
You were the one who took it all away
I never tried to stop you anyway.
So I guess you could say
It was my fault in a way.
But I just can't say
Every memory we made will stay.
Some I wish would fade away
But they will never fray.
One look is all it would take
To put my heart at stake.
Feelings that I could not fake
Made me feel like I am not awake.
The words that came from your mouth
Without a doubt.
I knew this is what Mom was talking about
Heart break made me wanna shout.
Its our secret that ended it all
I was the one that took the fall.
I let you end it all
In the end you were the one who stood tall.
I wish I would have never fallen for you
But we can't really choose who.
Love is a beautiful feeling
But heart break takes a lot of healing.
So I sit here feeling empty and broken
I guess a heart break is my token.
Words that were always left unspoken
That's why I am so broken.
