My Story

Chapter4:UnHeard

Gabriellas pov

I guess he noticed I was staring out into space because he frowned at me.

"whats wrong?" he asked softly trying to figure out why I was sad.

I gave him my best fake smile to show him Im okay.

but I really wasent.

"Oh okay,Well, thankyou for the cocoa, Ill see you around?" he said. he looked bummed.

oh no. I probably ruined my chances with him. wich I am used to. my anxiety and paranora can cause me to think and feel different things..

I already get scared with Anxiety, and I have Paranora too so that definantly dosent help at all.

I nod to him and try to smile.

he smiles back and turnes away and leaves out the door.

I wanted to reach out and just grab him and hug him.. I need someone that I can tell everything too..

All of my deepest darkest secrets...

Im so UnHeard that it hurts.. it hurts to keep all of it inside of me.. there is so much that no one knows..

no one except for one person.

and thats the person who brought all of this to me.

Dad.

the thought of him gives me shivers... 

I try not to think of him and I run out into the hall way just in time to catch Cameron.

"What?" He asked as I looked at him.

I wish I could say so much but I cant

"I...I....." I tried to talk but the words wouldent come out.

oh no... here comes the anxiety...

then I felt strong arms around me embracing me into a friendly hug.

"I know" he said understanding that I wasent quite ready to tell him about my feelings yet.

He then pulled away and smiled at me.

I smiled back, this time Im actually happy

Camerons Pov

She stares off into space and she lookes sad..

I try to ask her whats wrong but she denys..

Then I leave.

I wish I hadent though. I wish she could have just reached out and stopped me.

I go out into the hallway and not a second later does she come out

"What?" I ask both releaved and confused

"I...I..." I can tell shes trying to speak..

Instead I just give her a friendly hug.

maybe we could just be best friends untill shes comforable enough to tell me her feelings.

"I know" I whisper and give her a caring smile before walking into my apartment.

Once I get in Nash, Matt, and Carter where standing there starring at me.

"What?..." I asked as if they were all crazy

"For one, we know you like that girl, for two, you missed Carter comming back from LA, and You left without saying a word" Nash said casually

"Guys, shes cool, okay? and Carter Im glad your back from LA" I laugh and lazily sit on the couch.

"Oooo a girl?, whats she like" Carter started

oh boy

"Nuh uh Carter, I call dibs" I say seriously.

"No fair, I wasent here to call dibs!" he complained and sat next to me.

"Shes not your type anyway" Nash laughed to Carter.

"How!" Carter asked

"She dosent speak.." I added on

"So what.. Silent Shagging is the best" he laughed

I suddenly felt mad.

"Bro stop thats not cool. besides she wouldent do that with a guy like you anyway, she is a human being you know" I said before giving him a serious look

"Aweee hes standing up for her!" Matt said and it made me laugh.

"Cam,dont let this girl get to you" Nash said warningly

"Oh stop guys, she seems great, besides Cameron got a girl, and you guys dont" Matt said, its cool that he stood up for me.

"Okay I believe you Cam, Im happy for you" Nash Admitted and patted me on the back before shoving another bite of Cinnimon toast crunch in his mouth.

hes like obsessed with that cereal..

"Does she have a younger sister!?" I heard Hayes yell and run out from his room.

haha hes too desperate

"Um I dont know, Ill ask her next time I see her" I lied..

that would be completely weird if I did.

Gabriellas pov

I walk back into my apartment and collapse on the couch and let out a sigh.

maybe I should take a shower and get into some normal cloths.

I run to my bedroom and grab a towel for myself then I run to the bathroom.

I turn on my shower and wait untill its warm and then jump in.

after my shower I grab my towel and gently wrap it around my body before scrunching my brown curly hair.

I then get dressed into a blue crop top with white highwasted shorts with and white Toms to match.

I then Walk outside of my apartment only to run into A brown haired boy.

oh great, another one?

"Hey my Name is Carter, you must be Gabriella" he smiled widely.

I nodded and then looked confused

"Oh. I live with Cameron, Nash, and Matt, in there friend" He said and held out a hand.

I shook it and walked away. leaving him behind confused.

I then went down to the lobby and spotted someone quite fimiliar

"Well, its nice to see you again" Carter said.

I rolled my eyes. hes obviously trying to flirt.

I the walked past him and left for the store.

I hopped on my car and headed for Lowes. 

Once I arrived I parked my car as close as I could to the store and got out.

I then happily walked to the store.

for some reason there was a huge croud inside the store. Oh great, what boy needs my help.

I mumbled to myself before running to the middle of the croud and trying to see which boy are people crouding.