How (Not) To Save A Life

THE BEGINNING OF THE END

My name is Scott Todd, and i'm not like most guys. (God, what a cringeworthy opening line. Let's try that again...)

Hey, i'm Scott. i'm a boy, who was born a girl. And yeah, that sucks, thanks for asking. This is a kind of diary thing, or maybe a suicide note is a more appropriate title for this monstrosity, you know, in case anyone wants to learn why on earth their perfectly happy 'Amanda' would ever go and commit suicide. Amanda's dead, and has been for a long time. Soon, i will be, too.

Oh, you were hoping for a story where the boy falls in love and lives happily ever after? Sorry, real life doesn't work that way. i wish it did. Maybe i wouldn't have to do this.