It's You✔️

O N E

(This was written after the day she came, just in case you're wondering)

So, I know you guys are worried but I'll explain why I wasn't active
But, I can't explain why she's doing it, because I myself don't know her reason
But it's okay, I'll be okay.
At first of course, I was shook cause I didn't even know her, she just came and said those things
I don't want to talk with her tho, because I thought I might make the situation worse if I do, her words actually made think

Deep

I thought do I deserve to die?

Do I deserve this?

What did I do?

What did I do wrong?

Should I die?

No I don't

Nobody does, and I know to myself I didn't do anything.

The first time she posted it, I was hurt of course I was starting to consider what she said, but I didn't cause my friends here in wattpad told me to stay strong and so I did, she stopped eventually, but she came back again at around 10pm

I was starting to forget about it, but she started again, making me feel bad

When the messages got out of hand, I turned off my device and tried to sleep it off.

I can't sleep, her words kept repeating in my head, I was figuring out what's reason of her hatred, I couldn't.

Kill myself? No I haven't thought for it

Cut myself? Not either, why would I?

I've been depressed, I don't want to tell people about it cause I don't want anyone worrying about me.
We've all been depressed, but wattpad has been my getaway from my personal problems, and I don't have friends beside me in real life since they're all far away and I don't like going out of the house, I'm very shy person🙈

I hate giving myself pity, I hate crying, but I did for once, and it made me feel better.

And my family doesn't know what I've been experiencing, cause if I open up, they won't understand
I tried, and they even scolded me.

So no, of course I didn't believed her, cause I'M the one who should control my life, I get to decide what I will do, not her, not anyone.

So for everyone, who let's say stood up for me

Thank you and have a nice day, don't let anyone let you down

I will be here for you guys, just like how you did.

Again, thank you, it's not enough and I know I couldn't  repay everything you Lovies did.
I love you all so much, and sorry for making you all worry for a girl like me.

And for you, who posted the messages, I won't mention your name because I'm not immature and I know my limits,
Thank you for making me stronger than ever, thank you for making me love myself even more, thank you for everything.
If you ever need someone to talk to or if you just wanna smile, just talk to me
I'll understand you, I'll help you in any way you can.

-Bri