lost

ahhh

I  just want to die I feel I must cry, you were everything I ever wanted, but then he came and ruined everything so I had to go away ,I still miss you though and don't want to let the memories go ,it hurts to think about what we lost and it kills me every day to know why I'm here ,I just want to go back to you in that wonderful place but it also killed me to go home everyday to see him in his chair with no care high as hell yelling at us for nothing waiting for her to come home so he could beat her with his lies and words that hurt not only her but us to GOD!! why couldn't he just die .
As hard as it was you helped me be the me that I was supposed to be and you were the best thing that ever happened to me