"Moving on is hard to do. Especially when you've fucked up the once chance to be with the most perfect person in the world."-JM
[Six Months Later]
"Hi sweetie... What's your name?" I ask the next teenage girl that comes through the line.
"Sara..." She says sweetly, covering her smile.
"Don't cover your smile sweetie." I giggle.
"I'm sorry... I'm just in love with your work. I follow you on wattpad and I've been a fan since day one." She says almost in tears.
"Awe... Why thank you." I say signing her copy of my book.
"Here you go. You want a hug?" I ask. She shakes her head eagerly. I stand up from my chair, hugging her neck.
"Thank you Journey. I love you." She says walking away. I smile going to the next fan.
"What's your name?" I ask.
"Lyiah..."
I look up and see her smiling at me. I remember her instantly.
"Holy crap. Lyiah?!" I squeal.
"Hi! I can't believe I'm actually meeting you." She squeals as we hug.
"Oh my god. I can't either. Here. Let me sign your book." I say signing it quickly.
"Thank you. I'm so proud of how far you've come." She says.
"Awe. Well you were part of the Journey." I smile.
"Haha. I'm glad. Love you." She says before leaving.
I smile to myself as I sign the next ones in line. I remember all of there names:
Sydney
Makayla
Karen
Hannah
Elaina
Lynda
Dominique
Olivia
Shante
Alysa
Caverly
Jessica
Ruqaiyah
Masumi
Lania
Renee
Each of them all beautiful in their own way. I signed there books, hugging some and taking pics with others. I was so blessed for each of them. They supported me when I was a nobody. And I'm forever grateful.
"And what's your name?" I say.
"Justin... Justin Bieber."
My head shoots up. And there standing with his copy of my book was non other than Justin Bieber.
"Holy shit..." I giggle covering my face. My people behind me start laughing.
"Oh my god Journey I'm such a big fan of yours." He says in a fangirl way.
"Awe... Thank ya hunny." I say signing his book. "There you go."
"Thank you so much. Can I have a hug?" He asks.
"Of course." I smile getting up and hugging him.
"Thank you. I hope to see you again soon." He says.
"Me too." I smile.
@iamjourneygrace: long day. Met a lot of fans. And I also met @justinbieber! I was freakin out! Lol didn't know he was a fan. Love you all for coming out and supporting me:)
After tweeting I lay in my bed. Being six months pregnant and on a book tour takes it's toll on you.
"Three more months and you'll be here little one." I coo rubbing my swollen belly.
I was now living in New York in my own apartment. It was mid November and thanksgiving was right around the corner and to be honest I wasn't too excited about it. My mom would come every now and again, but it didn't feel the same.
I've been debating on whether to have the baby in New York or my hometown. I'd actually rather have it there. It'll feel right.
As I lay in my bed, I receive a text message from an unknown number.
Hi...
Who is this?
It's me. Jason...
Jason who?
Jason McCann...
Holy shit. How did he...
Um.. How'd you get my number?
Your mom:)
Mama... Imma get you.
Oh. Okay.
Listen... I'd rather hear your voice right now, so can I call you?
Um... Sure.
:)
A few seconds later, he calls.
"Hello?"
"H-hi..." He stammers. Boy his voice had changed. It's deeper. More husky.
"Hi."
"You sound... Amazing."
"You've missed my voice that much?"
"Yes... So much. But not as much as I've missed you." He admits.
I sigh deeply. "Yeah I bet."
"Um... How's the baby?" He asks.
"She's fine."
"S-she?"
"Yes. It's a girl."
"Wow... A baby girl." He says in awe.
"Yep."
"Um... Can I see you again?"
"I'm not sure. Can you?" I ask.
"You still got a smart ass mouth." He snickers.
"Sure do." I say smiling.
"Seriously... Jay, when can I see you?"
"I'm actually going to be home in a few weeks. I'm planning to have the baby down there."
"Oh. That's great."
"Yeah... I guess." I huff rubbing my belly.
"H-have you moved on?" He asks timidly.
"N-no. Have you?"
He sighs deeply. "Moving on is hard to do. Especially when you've fucked up the once chance to be with the most perfect person in the world."
Tears fill my eyes. "J-Jason..."
"Don't cry Jay." He simply says.
"Um... I've had a long long day... Can we talk later?" I suggest.
"Sure. How about tomorrow?"
"Okay... Tomorrow." I say.
"Okay... Goodnight Jay."
"Goodnight Jason." I say before hanging up.
What is going on?
(A/n: thanks for commenting your names. If I didn't use your name, don't worry I will. Comment you what you think is going to happen with Jay and Jason. Love you for reading:)
