part 4: the day after

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Was that real? Did i spend the whole day massaging my batman? (And the other boys, who could forget them😂, nobody can). I really miss him, and i fucking hate school. School is one of the many reasons why I can't see him, it's taken over my life.

Each day I hope to come home with no homework, no mock's or exams to revise for, but my wish never comes true. Each day I come home with both of them, I dont even get the weekend to chill, and let me tell you, it sucks ass.

I probably got everything wrong on my homework that I rushed last night but i dont care, not one bit. Everyone makes mistakes, but those mistakes I made just means i get a whole day to plan to go see brook and the nutters...... well to be honest its more like the nutters and Andy 😂.

Message 11:50am:
mainhoe💛: heyyyy bitchhhh x
Me: suppppp hoeeee x
Mainhoe💛: what ya doing now? X
Me: planning the day I go see the nutters and Andy and............. x
Mainhoe💛: ................. x
Me: and maybe harv....... x
Mainhoe💛: BITCH YOU GOTTA TAKE ME YOU KNOW HOW MUCH I LOVE HIM, HE'S MY FUTURE HUSBAND HE JUST DOESN'T KNOW IT YET!!!!!!
Me: ok calm tf down😂, i will if he's there ok x
Mainhoe💛: WILL YOU ACTUALLY, I WILL LOVE YOU FOREVER IF YOU DO! X
Me: ik you will, i'm kinda hopin that you love me now even if I havent taken you to meet him 😂 x
Mainhoe💛: I do but i will love you even more than I do now if you do 😂 x
Me: ok............ right why were you wondering what I was doing before you found out that i was planning a day to go see them x
Mainhoe💛: oh right yeah, I'm coming round yours and i'm round the conner so you cant say no 😂 x
Me: ok see you in like 2 😂x

Read 12:02pm

Right back to planning, I have a week of in a week so.......... I can go on the sunday and stay there for a few days, hopefully they wont mind.

Holy shit imma supprise BROOK, im so smart😂. I will get all the boys in on it, even Alex and Robbie, tell them when im coming down and on the day im going to get any of them to take him out so when he gets back I can see him. BEST. PLAN. EVER. AND. IT. INVOLVES. THE. BOYS. YASSSSS.

"Bitch im hear, where you at," Jas screamed up the stairs
"Im in my room hoe, like i normaly am dumb ass"
She gotta stop interupting me otherwise I wont tell the boys to make sure harv's there.
"What ya doing ASHLINNNNN"
"Planning The day like I told you. WHY YOU SHOUTING FOR!?"
"CAUSE I CAN, WHY YOU SHOUTING THEN!!?"
"CAUSE JAS I HAVE FREE WILL, NOW WE NEED TO STOP SHOUTING MA HEAD IS HURTING LIKE HELL"
"OK, I'L........."
"JAS STFU, YOUR STILL SHOUTING AND IM HAVING TO SHOUT OVER YOU CAUSE YOU LOUD AF 😂"
"Your mean Ash"
"Fine then I wont take you to see harv...."
"What i meant to say is your the best and i love you so much best friend"
"Haha, funny. Right first on the list........... message da boys, or video call them. BUT if i do, you gotta stay chill,promise"
"I........... cant promise that, you know what im like, but i can try is that ok for you?"
"Yes thats fine 😂"

Ok so step 1:tell the boys and get them involved.

Step by step she's getting closer and closer to hugging the boy she loves in her arms.

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