He Saw Me As Beautiful

Hatred

(This chapter would be really good with music. Either play a sad playlist you have or listen to my suggestions.) 

4am~ V and Rapmonster   

Rain~ BTS

Butterfly~BTS

~Y/n P.O.V~ 

I woke up to a constant 'beep' sound. Telling me to wake up and get ready to go to hell. Oh I mean High School. I (unfortunately) had to get up. Another day of no breakfast... yay. I don't have a lot of clothes so looks like its jeans and a black t-shirt... again. I hurried out the door because, as always, i'm short on time and don't have a car. I walked on the dirty sidewalk thinking what today's gonna be like. More tears? More fake smiles? Just a punch and some blood is a lucky day for me. It gets even worse. But, it's not fair. All I want is someone to talk to. But no. In a world of more than seven billion people, not one wants to be my friend. Anyways, I get out of my thoughts I see the school is coming close, but I don't want to go. I have a feeling today is going to be dreadful. And that's when it hit me. Will I ever be okay to go to school without me getting tortured? I slowly and cautiously walked into the locker hallway.

"Hey retard!" said a familiar voice. 

'Oh, shit,'  I thought. I was currently faced with the one person that caused me the most pain in the last five years, Irene. She does this everyday.

 "Guess what day it is!" she smirked, knowing I already new what today was.

"What is today?" She shook her head, still smirking.

 "It's Kim Jisoo's 5th death anniversary. Did you already forget about her?" she said while laughing. 

"I-I didn't forget. It's just something I don't want to be reminded of, so would you do me a favor, and leave me a-alone?" I started to walk in another direction, when she called out something else.

 "Maybe it's time for you to join her. Don't ya think?" she said, calling her friends over to her, if you could even call them her friends.

"What the hell? No!" I said surprisingly. 

"Oh isn't that too bad. Because it seems like no one else wants you in their life." she said with one of the biggest smirks on her face. Irene was popular, so even if they did want you in their stupid lives, she would get everyone to agree with her. "I guess I need to show you what happens to a nobody like you." She started to raise her fist, right when the bell rung.

She puts her fist down, and says, "You're lucking I'm failing my first hour. If I wasn't, you would be dead right now." 

I run to my first, and he walked in right as I landed in my seat. I asked to be put in the back in the beginning of the semester, and he agreed. It was just me in the back, and another seat beside me for my bag. 

The lesson was really boring today. I mean he is my speech and debate teacher so that's probably why but, still something about it was really dull. I fell asleep after he spoke two words. Finally the lesson was over and I could leave for lunch. I didn't have enough money for lunch so I went to the bathroom to freshen up. 

It was quite loud in the cafeteria so it really made me seem like a loner. Leaving everyone gives me an excuse to not be bullied. I was heading down the halls. No one noticed me at all which was good because usually I get slapped or something really dumb like that.

 I walked into the bathroom and turned on the water to splash some in my face. But, as I dried my face someone grabbed my neck and pinned me against the wall. 

"Shut up and stop whimpering you dumb fuck! I'm going to make you regret your whole existence." said an unrecognizable voice.

~Hi it's kAiT136!

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