It was nice to be able to be held by Chase again. I woke and felt his arm holding my down in bed. I lifted it up and slid out of bed to go to the bathroom.
When i walked back into the room Chase was sitting up in bed a scowl on his face.
"What?" i asked climbing back in. my head hurt from even just standing up. they had told me i had a concussion, a few broken ribs, and a broken arm.
"It scares me to wake up and you arent there." his scowl turned into a pout.
I let out a small laugh and flinched as pain raced through my chest and head. i squeezed my eyes shut and gripped the sheets. i let out a breath and opened my eyes again.
Chase sat right next to my rubbing the side of my head sending tingles all over my body causing me to shiver.
Chase smirked and moved to kiss me but i pulled back. I just thought of Rick, hes dead because i kissed him.
He looked at me in confusion and frowned.
"It just doesnt feel right. im alive but he's dead." i pulled my knees to my chest and rested my head on top of them.
Chase wound his arms around my body and kissed my head.
"Its not your fault sweet heart. If nothing else he deserved it he hurt you."
I looked at him as if he was crazy. He was right rick had hurt me. It was only when he was drunk though. His dad had been abusive and molested rick all of his life and ricks therapy was the bottle. Beside all of that he was my first love and he held a specialt place in my heart. But at least i know i was his last kiss.
Chase jumped from the bed and stared accusingly at me.
"What?" I asked already getting defensive.
"I read your mind. i wanted to be sure you were okay. You kissed Him!!"
At that exact momant Jake, Parker, Conner, Carson, Jacob, and Ranger walked in.
"You kissed who?" Ranger asked eyebrows raised and amusement on his face.
"Okay. fine," i grumbled," i kissed Rick when we were in the car... I distracted him while he was driving. the car flipped and now hes dead." i felt two tears fell down my cheeks as i looked at the shocked expressions on all of their faces.
"How did you know he was dead? we didnt find out till just now." Jake asked me.
I looked up and met his eyes i shook my slightly.
"Well besides all of this you can come home today." Jacob cut in.
I nodded and got out of bed gripping my ribs as i walked. my werewolf healing had helped a bit but whats broken is broken.
I got changed quickly and walked out to see my brother had done all the discharge papers and we were on out way.
I wouldn't get into my brothers car when he asked (anyone remember why?) me to so i got in with Ranger much to Chases irritation.
"So are you like okay?" Ranger asked hesitantly.
"Um yeah im fine just a but sore." I lied.
"No i mean are you okay with the fact that the father if your baby is dead. Well i guess your baby is dead also... im sorry that came out rude i mean it in a respectful manner. im sorry for your loss by the way."
As he spoke my head snapped to his and before i asked he spoke," Ben went out to take flowers to the grave and i followed. dont worry i wont tell."
"Well since you know i guess i could tell the truth. Rick raped me i got pregnant the baby died and now ricks dead. he was my last connection to her and now hes dead." i looked down and felt a stream of tears trickle down my face.
I felt the car stop and ranger got out if the car and walked around to my side of the car. He opened the door and pulled/carried me out.
I looked around us to see were in front of my mothers house.
"I called her and told her everything. she thought i was lying but after a few hours of convincing she finally believed me and then she cried for another few hours."
I pulled away from his grasp and walked towards the small house i used to call home.
I didnt even get the chance to knock before the door few open and out stepped my mother. she threw her arms around me and pulled me close.
"Im sorry baby girl your dad came and told me everything and im so sorry." she cried into my shoulder and held her just as tightly as she had held me. i had missed having her love.
"Its okay mom i forgive you and love you!"
She pulled away and looked at me before Ranger. "would you like to come in?"
I shook my head and explained i should get home before anyone strattan to worry.
And so we left and i felt as though a weight had been lifted off my shoulders.
Chase and i made up, and so did me and my mom.
It's been a good day.
AUTHORS NOTE
THANKS FOR READING AND AS USUAL SORRY FOR THE SUCKY SHORT CHAPTER!
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