A month has passed now, we have gotten to know each other more and I came to realize that Jason wasn't all that bad. Unfortunately, the more I got to know him, the deeper in I got.
A couple days later, the professor put us all in groups for stations. I was grouped with Jason and one of his friends, Isaiah.
Jason all of a sudden put his hand on top of mine and whispered softly, "I love you." I was extremely confused as to why he did that but then he starts laughing and says,"No homo dude! You know I'm joking, right?" I forced out a chuckle and awkwardly said, "yeah..." Then his friend Isaiah chimed in, "dude look at him you're making him so uncomfortable." I WAS indeed uncomfortable, my crush had just held my hand and admitted to loving me but turned out to be a VERY cruel joke.
He continued doing this almost every day. He eventually started running the back of his hand against my cheek while simultaneously holding my hand and whispering sweet things. Every time I would laugh it off and pretend like I didn't care when in the inside I would feel flustered and somewhat aroused...ANYWAYS...the thought of us being together as a couple would always fill my head. I would imagine us cuddling on the warm, cozy bed during a thunderstorm, feeling warm and safe in his arms. Alas, he IS after all the embodiment of a "straight jock" so such thoughts would be completely outrageous!
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Deeper than Black
DragosteThis is the story of one of my crushes that didn't know I had a crush on him. Some of the scenarios are somewhat exaggerated or tweaked in some way because if I were to just straight up tell the story, it'd be boring as fuck- DISCLAIMER: there will...
