"I love you Jay. I never stopped. And I never will."-JM
[Two weeks later]
Home.
Home is where the heart is.
Home is where you should be worry free.
Home is a special place.
No worries.
Just peace.
Once my doctor cleared me, I was headed home to be with family. I hoped this trip would be beneficial to me and the baby. I'd been so stressed lately. And when I told the doctor, he says it's normal for pregnant women.
I've also been very horny. Very very horny.
But I'm also very hormonal. So, I guess you can say it's part of pregnancy.
Anyways...
I'm in the car headed to my moms new house. Yes she moved and told me nothing. But she said she got a good deal for it.
"Mom?! I'm home?" I yelp walking into the house.
"Jay Jay!" I hear someone squeal. I smile wide when I see my mom and Aiden running up to me.
"Hey hey! Be careful. I'm fragile." I pout rubbing my belly.
"Awe... My babies.!" She squeals hugging my neck.
I look around the house. "Mom... This is beautiful."
"Isn't it?" She asks as we walk into the kitchen.
"Yes... So where will I be sleeping?" I ask.
Her and Aiden look at each other with huge smiles.
"What?" I ask as they lead me upstairs.
We walk to the very end of the hall where there was a pink bow on the door.
"Go in." My mom smiles.
"Mom what did you?" I ask.
"Just go in." She says. I sigh walking into the room. My mouth drops as I walk into a pink wonderland.
"Mom?" I squeal.
"Surprise!" Her and Aiden say.
"Guys... What is this?" I ask.
"Well... When we heard you were having a girl, Aiden thought your room should be girly. So we got your bed and the baby a bed. And everything. You're all set."
Tears filled my eyes. "Thank you guys. This is beautiful."
"Awe... You're welcome... Journey." She says turning on a lamp that revealed my name in pink lights. Aiden and I laugh at her corniness.
After settling in, my mom had a meeting and Aiden had work, so I was alone at the house. I was accustomed to it, so it didn't matter.
Suddenly there was a knock at the door. I wasn't expecting anybody so this shocked me. I put the book down that I was reading going to the door.
"Who is it?" I ask.
"Delivery do Journey Grace." A voice says.
I smile not really understanding who could be sending me things.
"Hi. I'm Journey."
"OMG. You're actually here!" The delivery guy says. I giggle.
"So you're a fan?" I ask signing the paper.
"Huge." He smiles taking it.
"So... Where's the delivery?" I ask.
"Oh. You may want to stand back." He says. I furrow my eyebrows. But soon understand when guys with dozens of pink roses start walking into the house.
"What is all of this?" I ask. Then a few guys walk in with pink teddy bears and girly things.
"Here's a note. And your last gift." He smiles.
"Um... Who ordered all of this?" I ask giggling.
"That's all in the note. Nice to meet the legend." He smirks as he follows the other delivery guys.
I close the door, walking into the living room where the six dozen pink roses were put. I sit on the couch, surrounded by the gifts. Who sent all this?
I open the pink colored note and begin to read:
A wise woman once told me that her daughter loves with her whole heart. I had a chance to experience that love and blew it.
But now... I want to have that chance again. I know these gifts won't bring you to me as quick as I would like, but I just want you to know that I'm ready to be apart of you and our baby's life.
I love you Jay. I love you so much and I'm so sorry for hurting you. If I could take it back, I swear I would. I can't forgive myself for doing that to you. And I hope I can receive your forgiveness one day.
And until then, I will fight for you. I will fight for you with all I have. And I'll prove to you that you're the only one for me.
Each pink rose represents the love I have for you and our baby girl. And I hope I can have that same love from you whole heartedly one day.
I love you Jay. I never stopped and I never will.
Xo
Jason
(A/n: awe... Question: do you think Journey should forgive Jason? Would you give him another chance? COMMENT!)
