Ok so like 4 or 5 of you know me irl and like 2 or 3 of you know about what this part is about so.....
Lets start from the begging okay?
When I was younger the only sexuality I was ever around was straight. My dad was and tbh still is homophobic. This isn't about him though. So when I was little I thought I had to be straight. I thought it would be wrong if I liked girls. Fast foword to when I was like 10. That was when I started doing research on other sexualities. I had noticed at that point that I had a crush on one of my bestfriends. I didn't know what that meant, I didn't feel comfortable saying I was bisexual, then what was I? I never really cared about soneones gender, if I liked them I liked them. Then I read the definition of pansexual and it all clicked. I felt like it described how I felt perfectly, and while it has taken me a while to accept myself I now proudly say that I am pansexual. If you know me irl and don't wanna be buds anymore cause im pan then there's the door I don't need the negativity in my life. And if you follow me and don't like that im pan bye bye boo boo
Here is a little song I wrote about this
Its like
Sometimes ill wanna kiss a boy
Sometimes I wanna kiss a girl
Sometimes I wanna rock a non binary's world
It doesn't matter how they identify
If I like them they are perfect in my mind
A here to the people who help me find myself
This one time I liked this guy
He was so cute my my my
His laugh made me happy
Oh I sound sappy
Then a year later my mind became a whirl
When I started falling for his girl
I loved the way her eyes sparkled
When I saw them together my mind crumpled
I tried to lie to myself
I tried to convince myself
But I had to admit I really like girls
Its like
Sometimes ill wanna kiss a boy
Sometimes I wanna kiss a girl
Sometimes I wanna rock a non binary's world
It doesn't matter how they identify
If I like them they are perfect in my mind
A here to the people who helped me find myself
It was few years later I got over her
But I had no idea what I was in for
I saw this cutie with bleach blonde hair
I didn't know their gender and I didn't care
We started talking talking and I found out
They were non binary that's what its all about
All I wanted to do was make them mine
Even just my friend was totally fine
I was still confused what could this mean
I thought I was bi cut and clean
But then that felt wrong
So I wrote a song
That I soon deleted not after long
Then somehow this one came steadily along
I've done my research and figured it out
And im no longer afraid to finally shout
I am pan and I am proud
I will shout it nice and loud
Its like
Sometimes ill wanna kiss a boy
Sometimes I wanna kiss a girl
Sometimes I wanna rock a non binary's world
It doesn't matter how they identify
If I like them they are perfect in my mind
Okie dokie thanks for reading bye bye
