Not a saviour [destiel]

Chapter 15 - The End?

I am sorry to say but this will be the last chapter unless you guy's want the extra chapter but you have to tell me in some way you would like it that to happen.  The extra chapter hold's a big part of the story sort of. LIke what happen's after the book it over and what happen's to Cas and Dean. But you guy's have to earn that. :/

I just want to dedicate this chapter to chloe5ever and destiel28. Thank you for sticking with my book, giving me feed back and making me want to keep writing this book.

I'm a little proud of myself for going to far on this story. This is the first story i have stuck with for a long time so thank you guy's.

Just a little warning, this chapter will be the longest chapter yet so yeah.

Here is the end of my story. I hope you like it. See you on the other side.

-Squiggle out!

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Castiel's eye's fluttered open to be welcomed by the light that filtered into the room through the open window. He could see the dust swirl around in the light in smooth graceful moment's.

He couldn't believe today was the day. The day he had to really let go. 

Castiel had his head on Dean's chest. The cool feeling of Dean's smooth skin against his sent shivers down his spine and he smile peacefully. Castiel couldn't feel Dean breathing or hear a steady heart beat but that didn't bother him. As long as he was with Dean.

Sighing, he looked up at Dean's face, his chin resting on Dean's chest. Dean was looking up at the ceiling, his eye lash's hitting his eyebrows whenever his eye's shifted. Castiel could stare at Dean all day. Stare at that beautiful face. He was going to miss that face.

Dean looked down at Castiel and smiled, his face calm.

"Hello my angel." Dean whispered, bringing his hand to Castiel's face and cupping his cheek with his hand.

Dean would never say this aloud but he was scared. Scared to loose Cas. Scared about what would happen when he was gone, and scared to die. But truthfully he was scared he would never be able to see Castiel again. Him and Cas have been through so much, it would be a shame to loose all they have seen and be lost in just there memories. Dean hoped Cas would tell someone about their story, but he couldn't depend on it. Would you want to talk about someone you loved with all your heart that was dead? Dean sure wouldn't. At least not until he was ready.

Castiel smiled up at him and closed his eye's in peace, "Hello Dean."

Dean chuckled in reply and started stroking Castiel's hair. Castiel enjoyed the feeling and just continued to smile with his eye's close. Until he felt as if it was time to get up.

Castiel opened his eye's to only see Dean's green eye's watching him in love and wonder. Castiel was just glad when Cas woke up they got to act as if everything was normal. But nothing can last forever.

"I think it's time to get up Dean." Castiel said, his eye's sad. 

Dean nodded. Both them sat up and climbed out of bed. The room seemed stuffy now. Castiel hadn't noticed that when he was laying with Dean.

Pulling on clothes Dean couldn't help but glance at the shirtless Castiel who had just put his pant's on. He loved every curve and shape of Castiel's body. Last night was when Dean could truly appreciate it. Get to know it. Dean smiled at he remembered the night before.