listen to the song; not about angels by birdy while reading this ok
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hi niall,
I can't take this anymore. I keep getting hurt. Why me niall? Why does it always have to be me? Everyone keeps calling me names at school, but I just ignore them and pretend like I don't care. But honestly, I do care, I care more than I actually should. I feel so broken. I can't be fixed, ever.
You're my only hope. It feels good to write letters to you. I don't care that you're probably never going to read them. It feels good to write down how I really feel. And since you're the only person who I trust, I dedicate them to you. You're the only one niall, always have and always will be.
I feel like i'm losing this battle. I don't know how long I can keep fighting. I don't have any energy left. The voices in my head are getting worse, the urges to kill myself are getting worse. I honestly feel like i'm downing, but you keep pulling me up. Give me a sign niall, please, just give me a sign so I know that you actually care, and that you love me.
I need you niall, i really do.
Love,
Ashley *:･ﾟ✧
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I wrote this while listening to not about angels by birdy, it's such a beautiful song! And also, it's my birthday today woohoo! I went to the fault in our stars today, and it was the most beautiful movie i've ever seen, hands down!
Anyways, hope you liked the chapter! I'll make sure to update tomorrow!
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letters || niall horan.
FanficShe writes him letters, almost every day, she tells him her biggest secrets, her biggest fearS. She trusts him, but he? He has no clue who she is and that she even exists. We're talking about a girl named Ashley Anderson and a boy named Niall Horan...
