FUCKBOY || MYG & JH✔️

13

My eyes widened as Yoongi kissed me,

For the third fucking time!

I push against Yoongi's chest and he breaks away from me instantly.

"What has gotten into you?" I ask as I wipe my mouth off with the back of my hand.

"I'm sorry, I.."

But he couldn't seem to speak.

I scoot back and sit up straight, looking up at Yoongi.

"I don't know what your problem is but Incase you forget, I'm your best friend, not your girlfriend. You can't just keep kissing me whenever you feel like it." I say as I push myself off of the ground and stand up.

"I know, I'm sorry. I don't know what came over me." Yoongi finally manages to say as he stares off into space, looking dazed.

"Maybe I should go." I say as I make my way towards the door.

The last thing I hear before I leave is Yoongi apologizing.

...
Yoong,,

I don't know what's wrong with me.

I didn't plan on kissing y/n again, it just kind of happened.

It's just that when I looked down and saw her staring up at me like that, I forget everything and the only thing I knew was my brain telling me to kiss her.

Fuck, I'm so stupid.

And after what happened at Hoseok's today..

Now y/n is really going to think what he said is true.

I'm such an idiot.

I felt even worse for the fact that I actually liked the kiss.

That makes me a bad person, right?

I definitely shouldn't have done it.

She might do what she always does and assume it's much more than it is.

I sigh and sit down In my computer chair.

I don't know what's gotten into me lately but all I can think about when y/n is around is to kiss.

After all, I was y/n's first kiss, then I kissed her again and now I stupidly did it again for a third time.

She's definitely gonna get the wrong idea soon.

Y/n is just my best friend.

We've been best friends since as long as I can remember.

This can't possibly affect us.

Then again, y/n is an over-thinker and I know she'll find a way to make this worse than it seems.

I should really clear this up.

I just need to figure out how first.

...
You,,
Later that day I sat in my bed, thinking.

I was thinking about everything that happened at Hoseok's and everything that happened with Yoongi.

Honestly, when did my life become so eventful?

I started out catching no ones eye to having Hoseok's and Yoongi's whole ass attention, in different ways of course.

I mean I get that I'm hot but damn.

After what happened at Hoseok's today I'm not sure I'd even want to be around him.

He proved what Yoongi was saying all along, aka, he is a fuckboy.

All he wanted from me was to take my virginity.