hey alana, it's your favorite BIOLOGICAL big brother, yeah, since she convinced me i need to make one of these things idk what my @ would be or who i could talk to but hey now that's okay i do anything for this little girl. and i'm gonna day this now. Kameron, i know about you. and i don't allow my little sister to just date anyone so! when i figure out how tf to make one of these account things we are going to have a TALK. okay anyways back to this.
Jessica Alana Benavides Amaya. sometimes we get into huge ass arguments and will ignore each other for weeks on end. but i love you. honestly. on april 29, 2001 at 12:00 am mom woke everyone up screaming in pain because your fat headed ass was ready to come out. keep in mind the other five of us were trying to fucking sleep. anyways we all rushed into the car everyone else slept at the hospital. but i couldn't. i was too excited to meet you. so finally dad comes out and leads me to the room and he tells me to be careful when holding you and when i seen you i got excited. that day i finally had something someone to look forward too. maybe it was the fact that you as a new born slapped me when i tried to kiss your cheek. you are so funny and you still are. i've been there for everything through your chemo and radiation every single time that dumb bitch cancer came back. and i will be there in the future. i know when we lost victor that was hard on you. but i know that he is watching over you. how could he not. none of us admit it but you are our favorite in the family. the way your care for bella and livi and they aren't your children. the way you just care for everyone. if mom and dad work late you cook for me and the twin and anyone who's at the house. you are a sweet and amazing little sister and don't tell no one this i'll deny it sometimes in the middle of the night i can hear you crying in your room. and it's okay jess to not be okay all the time but it breaks my heart and i start crying like a little bitch. if you ever want to talk yk i'm here. but that's enough of this ! I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART BABY SIS 💗 to all you fuckers who are reading this alex will be here soonohhh and piggie you better not do the sex 😊
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Poetryfor everything you have done for us. here's us giving back.