save me 구해줘 ∮ MIN YOONGI

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dear diary,

my eomma was really upset today. i heard her and abeoji arguing over who knows what. probably me. but i comforted her anyways. i hate seeing her cry because she's usually well composed. her beautiful face was tear stained and it hurt to watch. all i could do was rub her back and tell her it was okay. then abeoji came home and i got yelled at and accused of taking sides. i wasn't. i was simply comforting my eomma. so i ran to my room and cried like a little bitch. so pathetic.

even at school not many people talk to me. usually just amy, katherine, and max. none of them are true, which i've come to learn. hell, yoongi has talked to me more than them lately. he's been super sweet and i hate it. i've managed to keep a straight face through it all and i'm proud of at least that. i wish i could give in and converse with him like he does me. to even allow myself to enjoy his company would be nice. his smiles gets cuter by the day and his eyes grow brighter. yoongi is a mystery though. he has his brooding moments, where he just sits there with no expression and stares into oblivion. i haven't seen him talk to anyone really, besides me. why me?

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