HELLO EVERYONE I HAVE RETURNED! I FORGOT ABOUT WATTPAD AND IM REALLT SORRY FOR THAT. I HAVE A LOT TO TELL YOU, SO THIS IS GONNA BE HAPPY, SAD, DEPRESSING, IDK WHATEVER.
okay, the thing i am sO PISSED ABOUT: 5SOS CANCELED MY SHOW. i was going to WWA dallas. they canceled it. i have been crying since yesterday morning. that was the only thing ive had recently keeping me strong. i dont even know what to do. that was one of the main reasons i wanted to go. tbh i wanted to see 5sos more than one direction. they both saved my life, but 5sos never comes to dallas. and i was gonna meet them. they canceled for an unpopular award show that they can broadcast and im pissed and crying so im moving on. please talk to me if you have advice.
DO YOU GUYS REMEMBER WHEN I LIKED THAT ASSHOLE SHAWN? AENRGOUQBR EW I HMS FOR THAT. i like another guy now who i though had mutual feelings for me be lol sucks bc he doesnt. his name is sergio and hes perfect and i miss him so much. hes going to a different school next year. anyway, sergio makes me feel so special omg. he is one of the most popular people at my school and hes hot (anyone can agree) and we were best friends. he would always call me beautiful and give me big ass hugs and <3 he called me one time to make sure i was okay. he even came over to my house with his friend jonas (who is HAWT) to check up on me and my friend in case we needed anything.
im gonna move to another topic and then get back to sergio. so a beautiful girl at our school, named tiffany, passed away about two months ago. i miss her so much. she was so sweet and caring and she changed my school and the people forever. she passed of an unexpected asthma attack. the next day, our whole school was covered in green (her favorite color) and the gym (where we sit and wait for the bell) was quiet. we usually get in trouble for being too loud. there were news cameras. the front foyer was covered in flowers and cards, so much so that you couldnt see the floor. lunch was silent, voluntarily. the teachers couldnt teach. so everyone sat in their desks and cried. (me especially) and it was just o hard for us all. i miss tiffany phu (and its her birthday in two days <3)
at tiffanys vigil that friday night (she passed away that wedesday), the entire school was there. including sergio and his freinds. they had a bunch of speeches, which made me almost hyperventalate from crying so hard, we went out to the football feild to let go of balloons and socialize to make eachother feel better. sergio was right behind me and my best freind hannah. i turned around and said "are you okay..." and i had tears streaming down my face. sergio was crying pretty hard too. he didnt even reply, he just staight up hugged me. he didnt let go for maybe 10 minutes and we just stood there. i had my head in the crook of his neck, sobbing, and him doing the same. he was rubbing my back, and I AM 99% SURE HE TOLD ME HE LOVED ME. and omg. then i went with my other friends and tried to make them feel better. (i hugged serg's hot friend jonas too. hes sweet.) my mom called me and told me that its time to go. so i went up to sergio and looked him right in his eyes and said, "im so sorry." and i lost it. "i have to go but of you need anything just text me, kik me, call me, facetime me, do whate-" and he hugged me again. this time for longer. he just replied with "okay" and rubbed my back and squeezed me tight. and im serious, we almost kissed... he was an inch away from my lips and i was like. "i really need to go my mom is yelling at me..." becAUSE MY BREATH SMELLED AND I HAD SNOT RUNNING DOWN MY FACE FROM CRYING. okay yeah and i got home and cried till 2 am.
so thats about it. bye.
