Deeper than Black

Curiosity Killed the Jock

   It was now the middle of March and things have gotten a bit out of control. I've caught him numerous times staring at me funny, not like a mean way, but in a perplexed manner. He has now escalated to putting his hand on my thigh. This was rather troublesome as his hand was somewhat close to my penis causing it to get hard. I'm still not sure how I should feel about all of these situations but I must admit I am a bit uncomfortable.
   We were again in groups which basically code for *Jason jokingly flirts with me until I get extremely uncomfortable*. This time was different though. The teacher had stepped out to go to the restroom and Jason immediately started with his bullshit.
     I was done.
   I smacked his hand away from my thigh and in an angry whisper, I said, "DUDE FUCKING STOP! I AM SO FUCKING ANNOYED OF YOU DOING THAT SHIT! EITHER YOU FUCKING STOP OR YOU ASK ME OUT!" To that Jason responds, "I'm sorry ill stop."He looked so startled I almost wanted to laugh. I hadn't noticed that the whole class had gotten quiet and was now staring at us. The teacher then walks in and with a surprised face says, "wow! You guys are quiet for once." How naive. Later that day in the group chat, we were talking about the incident in class, then, to my surprise,  I got a message from the one and only, Jason Black. The message read-
    Hey dude, sorry for being an idiot in class, I have a question though, you said that either I stop or I ask you out, were you serious?
   My heart stopped, I had so many mixed emotions. I was above all angry because he more than likely was playing a prank on me and I'd fall right into it. So to that, I responded-
   Yes, I was serious, but are you?! Because I know you, Jason, I know this is another one of your pranks. I'm not falling for it.
   I was mistaken. He almost immediately responded with a long paragraph explaining himself. How he wasn't joking but wasn't sure if I was into guys so he had to play it off. He also said that HE had a crush on ME but didn't know how to express it, he then went on and on about not being sure if he was confused or if the feelings were real, long story short, he wants me to help him experiment with guys to find out if he's gay or not since I had told him that I'm pansexual. Yay.