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———————————————————-KATE'S P.O.V
Everything that is twisted starts with something simple.
something similar happened with me too. Every time I think about my story, I am compelled to wonder...whether I was wronged or what I did was wrong.
was I naive or guilty?
was I honest or a liar?
maybe you can be a better judge of it.
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PRESENT DAY
"I want to help you Kate. please allow me to help you." Dr. Clark said.
she was a good doctor if I were to be honest. she wanted to know about my past. She wanted to help me she said. But , I didn't want to re-live my past again, I didn't want to remember the nightmare called my past life.
It was almost three months since I was forced to see a shrink. It was for the best they said.
And yet here I am still struggling to say a word.
"Kate , I want you to trust me. Please" She was almost begging now and I almost did feel sorry for her. Almost. The caring and kind Kate was gone the moment It all began.
"I-I c-can't." I finally said to stop her rant.
"It's been three months Kate. Three months since it all ended. and here you are not telling me a word. You may have got a lot of money, but I have got no time. I just can't sit here and stare at you every time you come here for a session." she was yelling at this point but I could hear none of it , every thing was going over my head.
"He is paying me to help you Kate. And if I am not able to help you , I would want to end this session right now, and you won't have to come again because I can't take this anymore." She continued with her yelling.
"Are you even listening to me? do you know what this is doing to you? It's eating you from the inside! why can't you understand that? no person can live with so much pain and burden inside one's self, one day you are going to suffocate yourself by it all!" she paused for a moment to take a breath and continued " And when that happens, you are going to be helpless." she said in a calmer tone almost as if to warn me of the consequences.
That broke me out of my trance. Helpless. I know what it feels like to be helpless. And I never want to feel that again. The moment where you need something to hold on, to keep you alive, to let you breathe, to give you strength and when all of it is brutally snatched away from you, you have no where to go and the feeling of being helpless is awful.
The fire that I felt inside , the feeling of being burnt alive made me scream my heart out.
So much screaming had my throat going sore. I was drained out of energy and I sat back resting my head on the head rest of the comfy chair placed in the room, and closed my eyes.
"Let it out, let it all out Kate." Dr.Clark said in a soothing voice that some how calmed me down.
she was a forty-five year old psychiatrist, and an old family friend. she looked after me like a mother would for her child. these three months were hard for me. Really hard. but she kind of helped me going , even though I wasn't much of a help to her.
she gave me a glass of water that helped me clear my throat.
"I am trying Emma. I really am. I can't re-live that again, I don't want to Emma. Please." I was crying at this point , this might have been the first time I cried ever since that day. The last time I cried was three months ago, when I ended it all.
she got up and rounded her table to sooth me, but I stopped her.
she stopped where she was and went back to her chair when I shook my head." I am ready." I said finding some courage.
"Good. now take a deep breath and close your eyes." she paused when I followed her instructions and closed my eyes. "Now open your eyes and tell me what you have to say." she continued after a moment.
" I don't know where to start from."I said my voice quivering.
"Maybe the beginning would be a good start." she suggested with a small encouraging smile.
I nodded my head and took a deep breath.
"OK.... "
And there I started the story of my life.
__________________________I hope you all like the first chapter of this story! it's a little different from what I usually write and I was really nervous. please vote and comment to let me know how you guys really feel about this story and let me know whether you like it or not. I really love you guys, and each of your vote and comment really means a lot to me and it makes my day a hell lot better. Thank you <3
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