Ace of Spades

The Ace of Hearts

There once was girl who felt broken

Lost in a world full of lust

Who wasn't unable to love

But scared of who to trust

Not many knew what she felt like

She felt quite alone and scared

This girl had no one to talk too

And for relationships she was unprepared

She was a hopeless romantic

On many she had had a crush

Yet she feared if she pursued a sweetheart

She might get a lover with a wandering touch

She longed for cuddles and comfort

But knew reciprocation was rare

She had found most boys wanted only one thing

And she never wanted to go there

There once was a girl who was happy

A girl who found a community, a home

And finally she held her flag up high

With people of her own

But people scoffed and rolled their eyes

Thinking what they knew was true

They sought to invalidate her identity

All her confidence crashed to the ground

And her uncertainty, to the sky, it flew

She wanted to walk on pride day

But in the closet she stayed

While others around her were thriving

They laughed and loved and played

This little girl still isnt out and proud

In the closet she still has to hide

But I hope that my dream and fantasys

Will help fund the safety of pride.