6/ 16
● Starting to write something is the most difficult and most important thing to do in life(shush I haven't even came up with a proper title) when writing a story, like how do you start off with an awesome introduction "Hi, my name is..." or "Hello guys and girls to my story!" or blah blah something like that. Funny enough it seems my introduction wasn't that cool anyway, it's just me rambling about clichés and make important words bold; but enough about that.I woke up from a bad dream again, I swear for the past 3 weeks I've been getting bad dreams and it has put a total on my beauty sleep; plus this morning a little trembling and scared, I didn't even eat breakfast or even drink my lemonade (which sucks) maybe it was my anxiety acting up again or something...beats me. My Doctor and parents recommend (even sometimes nag me) that I should start writing and draw again, but can't since you can't force an artist to draw, it's kinda like telling a joke to your of friends, but over encumbered by laughter you have that one friend who goes the extra mile to make other laugh so he brings you to a group of strangers sitting idlyew to your "distinct" presence in their lunch table, after decades of seconds of being watched and forced by your friend(who's is now begging) to tell this stupid this overused internet joke; long story short the joke delivery sucked and it was a "yo momma" joke. That sort explains why they "roasted" me by them and why my friends laughed at me...hmmmm how bleak. Even so I just haven't been in the artistic mood lately and plus I'm always stuck in inside these white walls which is hard for a artist like myself to come up with creative ideas, but yet here am I typing away to people on the internet about random and dumb things like my life.
6/20
As you guys can see...I'm sort of a mess right now with introducing myself and explaining irrelevant stories(I'm trying), I should only use watta to describe my weird dreams that I've been having these past weeks which been freaky and vivid like it's real; I know you guys will say the chemicals and RAM is affecting this, but I feel these dreams are like another demission by how complex and idiosyncratic they are. I kept having dreams with these creepy strangers who kept appearing within my dreams, they even dress according, but always has a Silhouette figure to the setting of the dream which ever dream I am in. I hope to tell my Doctor about these strange anomaly soon, but I don't know if I wanna sound crazy yet...not just yet.Well its pretty late or might I say early right now...So I'm gonna end log one, I'll fill you guys in my crazy dreams or Doctor response later this weekend since I'm a lazy writer over the week days lol. Guys let me know on what should I improve with when writing a log or story...any advice is hopefully.
See Ya guys later!
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Do Kids Dream?
RandomI don't know why I am writing this story, but my Doctor, family and friends told me to do something productive...so yeah!