Harry's POV:
"What the hell do you want, Ronnie?" I roll down my window and shout to her and she storms up to my car door.
"Open this fucking door right now" She tells me sternly, crossing her arms over her chest, I ignore her protest and begin to turn my car engine back on again before I hear a frustrated scream
"HARRY OPEN THIS DOOR!" She yells, trying to open it from the outside, her strength causes the car to wobble slightly and her hair is flying back and forth. I can practically see the anger radiating off of her. I groan before doing as she says and taking a step out of the car. I'm taken back when I feel slaps and shoves to my chest. "You're a fucking idiot you know that! A fucking idiot!" She continues with her harmless assults until I grab onto her wrists, stopping her from making anymore sudden movements.
"Woah woah, calm down Ronnie, what are you talking about?" She finally looks up at me and she looks as though she's about to cry, but I know for a fact that she would never do that; especially not infront of me out of all people!
"You're supposed to look after her! Not put her in danger!" She shouts and my eyebrows furrow in confusion.
"I never put her in danger! The reason she's in hospital is from her own doing months ago! I had nothing to do with her past mistakes" Wow did I just say that. I immediately regret what I said, eyes going wide.
"Wow. You really don't care about her do you?" She asks, pulling her wrists out of my embrace. I run my hands over my face and rub my eyes, trying to clear my muddled thoughts.
"No, I do I just-" I try to defend myself but soon get cut off.
"How could I be so stupid, what is it you're using an innocent girl for this time huh? Money? Sex? a reputation?" She begins to push my chest again and I stumble back a few steps. Her words anger me than I originally thought they would.
"Now listen here. Yes, I made a mistake with Emily and Sarah, but I refuse to make those same mistakes again! I love her Ronnie, I really do" I say and she rolls her eyes, backing away from me.
"Oh please, you wouldn't know how to love if it bit you on the arse!" She yells again, and this time it's my turn to roll my eyes. I begin to walk past her and back to my car before I hear her say something. "I know you're still in love with Emily".
"What?" I practically spit and swivel round on my heels to face her. Ronnie's face immediately pales.
"You heard what I said" She sighs, she's speaking much quieter now, I'm struggeling to even hear her!
"Emily's in the past Ronnie, she's dead! I've moved on, I think you need to aswell" I pretend like what I said didn't hurt me, because it did! I just can't let Ronnie know that.
"She played a big part in both of our lives Harry. And yes, you made a mistake but that doesn't mean you don't regret it - I know you do! I also know that Lola is just a temporary distraction for you, and believe it or not, that girl means alot to me too, so i'd appreciate if you wouldn't ruin her also." She explains, she no longer seems angry, just sympathetic - god knows why, I got her best friend killed!
"I don't know what you want me to do?" I furrow my eyebrows in confused and massage the nape of my neck with the palm of my hand, trying to maintain my stress levels.
"You just have to do what you think is right Harry. I know about your little bet to get her to go on a date with you, fuck the whole school knows now because your prick of a friend Zayn told everyone. Either way she's going to fucking hate your guts, so if I were you i'd tell her before she hears it from somebody else. And you may have noticed by now, but boy is that girl fucked up. She needs help, and I'm not going to sit around and let her harm herself and others around her because you can't control your love for a dead girl" She explains bluntly and the anger in me only rises after every word that escapes that loud, obnoxious mouth of hers. "Sort. It. out" She orders, before turning around and walking back the way she came.
I storm back to my car before climbing into the drivers seat and banging my head against the steering wheel; causing it to honk a few times but I don't even care. An involuntary tear escapes my eye and soon it's like the Niagra Falls. I groan loudly, banging my hand on the dash board and repetitively shouting and cursing.
I have too much shit going on in my life right now, I still have to go and see Ed about Jake. Somehow it feels as if somethings going to go wrong, it all went a little too well for my liking. I start the ignition and begin to drive down the street to a bar I had never even noticed before, but due to the amount of cars parked outside and the loud music seeping through the slightly opened windows, I'm guessing it must be a hit.
I park my car before climbing out and walking in. It's dark and quite cramped, but it has alcohol, so it's good enough for me.
"Would you like a drink?" A blonde, busty waitress asked me from across the bar.
I nod. "straight vodka please" I answer her, before I know it the glass is placed in front of me. I dig my hands in my pocket to pull out some money and placing it on the table before her small hand lays on top of mine before she leans over and whispers into my ear.
"It's on the house"
I'm sorry, it's been almost a week since i've updated! I've just been quite busy and stressed with alot of stuff going on at home and at school. I'm sorry guys but I go on holiday tomorrow so I won't be able to update for about a week, there may be another update tonight, it depends on whether I get a VOTE AND COMMENT or not, thanks guys, hope your summer kicks off to a fab start!
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