listen to undone by haley reinart while reading this
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hi niall,
I did it. I took the pills last night. I'm so sorry, please don't hate me. I just felt like it was the best thing to do, to get rid of the pain. You don't understand how it feels to be bullied everyday, you don't understand how it feels to get hurt everyday, you don't understand how it is to live with the pain that i'm feeling niall, if you did, you would've known that it was my only choise. Sadly, I didn't die. My mom came home early for a change, and she saw me lying on the floor. So she took me to the hospital. And that's where I am right now, but I needed to write you, so here I am, in a hospital bed, writing a letter to a boy who will never acknowledge my existence.
The nurse said I had to stay here for another day, I don't know why, there's nothing wrong with me. Right? Well at least, that's what they said. They said they just want to make sure I don't do something like that again. Well, if they wanna be so sure of that, they might as well keep me here for the rest of my life, cause it's gonna happen again, sooner or later, and let's hope that next time, i'll be dead.
I love you so much it hurts niall, when I say I love you, I'm only talking to you, but when I hear you say I love you, you're talking to a million other girls. It hurts that you're all I want, but that I'll never have you. Cause let's be honest, which amazing, perfect, superstar, would go for an ugly, depressed, worthless girl like me? That's right, no one. But I will love you till my last breathe niall horan, and even after that, i'll still love you.
I need you more than you will ever imagine.
Love,
Ashley ✧･ﾟ*
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I was actually crying while writing this. I was listening to undone by Haley Reinart, and i just, wow. I hope you liked it though!
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letters || niall horan.
FanfictionShe writes him letters, almost every day, she tells him her biggest secrets, her biggest fearS. She trusts him, but he? He has no clue who she is and that she even exists. We're talking about a girl named Ashley Anderson and a boy named Niall Horan...
