Zayn's POV
"You are free to go Malik. Don't fuck it up this time!" I hate Joe. He hates me so I gave him some a while ago. Three blows in the middle of the eyes and he was out cold. He now has a missing tooth and he isn't ageing well either now.
"I didn't fuck it up the first time! I dont give two shits anymore! I had no regrets the first time! I'm going to find that Styles and he will never see daylight again after what he's done to my sister! Actually why can't i just find both?" Now i am pissed off!
"Zayn don't! What has she ever done to you!"
" She went out with Harry thats what is wrong!"
"Out. Now before i keep you in here"
He gestures to the door. I leave and on the way past i grab Joe's collar to bring him up to my height and i whisper to him "Watch your back". I can feel him trembling underneath my long bony fingers and i can see the terror in his eyes. So it had the desired effect. Huh. I pivot and slam out the room almost taking the door off of its hinges.
The cool summer air feels so good on my skin. I wonder where they could be. Styles is probably abusing her right now in their fancy little penthouse right now 'cuddling' or 'kissing'. God, even the thought makes me sick. A black citroen pulls up right next to where I'm stood. The door opens and slams again. A rather short slim girl with dark blonde hair pulled back into a tight ponytail ,runs up to me and wraps her arms around me. "Zayn i missed you so much!" She breathes in between the tears rolling down her face. It's Lucy. God! Now! Really! Lucy is nice and all but she can get so annoying its unbelievable. I don't love her. But she loves me. And she's my girlfriend. Ugh i hate that word. Especially when its used to describe her. Lucy doesn't believe that I was guilty. Phaha. How thick! Even i'm not denying it anymore! "Get off of me Lucy"
"Zayn. Whats wrong?"
"I'm sorry to have kept you waiting for five years, but i dont deserve you...." well actually its the other way around but someones got to end this. I didn't even finish my sentence and she was back in her car and already driving away. That went well.
I haven't really thought about this yet but i am totally alone with nowhere to go. Coulnt i just have had her stay for a while. Just to stay. No that would be wrong. Would it? Before i decide i am already dialling her number into my phone.
"Zayn!"
The surprise is evident in her voice. She sniffs several times making me think she has been crying for the last hour.
"Hey"
"What do you want?", how can you go from being upset to angry so quickly,
"I was just phoning to say how much of a dick i was earlier. I know i am in no position to do this, but would you like to come and do something with me and start over?"
"God Zayn, how stupid do you think i am?"
I did not want to answer this!
" I was so angry and worked up by one of the guards that i decided to take it out on you. I didn't mean to ! Please take me back!"
This could go either way.....
"Okay.... Im coming to get you. Wait there."
Oh. Wow. I thought i was going to have to grovel for her forgiveness. She deserves someone better than me. I know she does but i am only asking for a favour. Only a favour.
"You coming or what?" I must have been too busy debating with myself to realise that Lucy's car just pulled up next to me. "Get in before I change my mind! Now!" Someones touchy today. Remember Zayn you only have to be nice for a month. Maximum. This is just until all of my release paperwork is filed and filled out.
I slump into her car seat and slam the heavy car door after me. I reach to the brushed silver panel of controls to turn up the radio. Lucy slaps my hand away though so the awkward silence continues.
"Why?"
"Why what?" I am genuinely confused.
"Why did u call me to come back?"
"I told you!"
" No, I meant the real reason!"
" Uhm..."
"Thats what i thought."
Why is she so calm? She must have changed loads. Usually she would freak. I look down at the floor to avoid eye contact and fiddle with my finger nails.
"So, so why did you come back", i mumble,
"Because i figured that you really just needed somewhere to stay and to have company."
"Why are you being nice?"
"Excuse me!"
"You heard me why are you being nice? I have been nothing except a piece of shit to you yet you are still welcoming me into your home with open arms!?"
We pull up onto the long red brick driveway of Lucy's house.
"Get out!"
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Fanfiction"If you love somebody, let them go, if they were ever yours to start with, they will come back to you...." After Charlotte leaves Harry Styles to keep him safe from her brother Zayn, will they ever be able to get back together? This is my first ever...
