The Facade

The Facade

The facade

I always have on a shield for anything that gets in my way

I always have on a mask for everyday

As I smile on the outside I cry in the inside

But I try to hid my pain

For I try to make the world a better, happier, safer place for the ones around me

I also destroy the world around me

I never think for me but for the ones I love

It's all a big facade a big fake for me and only me

As their reality is what keeps me sane it's also what claws away at my slowly painfully dying body

So what I write is my truth it's also my reality that only I can live

So my life is a facade I always have a shield ,a mask ,and a fake cheerie smile

In my facade I never let anyone cry alone I always try to make everyone smile for their happiness is enough in my tear stained life

So all I can say is welcome to my facade