You dont know how I feel

Is this destiny's doing

Hey everyone. I was thinking of making a Naruto x Neji after I again saw the fight between them in the exams. Hope you like I will try my best. There might be some spelling mistakes because I will be typing this in my phone since I dont like to have my computer on all day so sorry again for any mistakes. Thank you.

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~ Younger Neji POV~

Is this my destiny? To see only pain and be only a stupid puppet. Why did my dad have to die. Thanks to his twin brother he died in his place. Why do I have to suffer like this I am just a kid. Seeing my dad die and have no one. This is all stupid. Why do I have to suffer? No one can suffer this much at such a young age. Having his own parent taken away and having to rely on his own. This isnt right. Is this really my destiny to be a puppet to be used for someone's amusement. To feel this much pain,having to live on his own, and to have no one to care. Well I cant fight it. I, Neji Hyuuga, vow to let destiny play it stupid game. If it has to be so be it. No one can take pity on though I doubt anyone will. I have to live by destiny, this cursed seal, and being just a pawn to someone greater than me. If this is destiny's game than it is cruel but I wont fight to change it. I cant even if I fought till the end of my days it will be a all for nothing. I can't believe this is truly my destiny.

~Years later 1st day of chuunin exams~ Neji POV

I have grown stronger since the days I was a child. I still let destiny play it's pitiful game. I am now in a team of weak shinobi . One that cant even use Ninjustu or Genjustu. The other I could care less. We were walking to where the chuunin exams were taking place to place in our forms. Suddenly we heard a fight from a few feet ahead of us. Two boys around are age were about to attack each other when my teammate interfeared. I thought he said to not show our real strength until the exans begin. I scowled at him. "Lee what about not showing our real strength until the exams begin" i said. He ignored me and then started talking to a pink haired girl. How stupid can what get. I began to walk away my other teammate, TenTen, following me when I heard someone calling out to me. It was one of the people who was about to attack before the fight. I looked at him. "What" I asked annoyed. "Who are you I can sense power coming from you" he said. "My name is Neji Hyuuga and I can also sense power coming from you who are you" I asked while narrowing my eyes. He replied "My name is Sasuke Uchiha and I hope you are one of the people I fight later on". I rolled my eyes. After I heard a voice call him. "Teme shouldnt we get going" the voice said. I fixed my eyes on him. He had a beatiful shade of blonde hair that matched his tan face perfectly. He had three fox like wiskers on each cheek which caught my attention. He also had a beatiful shade of blue eyes but something in his eyes showed pain and hurt. I couldnt help but stare. I could feel power from him that is wanted to let loose. I came back to reality as he and his teammates left. I began to walk off with TenTen to give our forms for the exams. Lee went off somewhere but I could care less. That boy. Something about him reminded of me in a way but that couldnt be. No one could be like me in anyway. I blocked my thoughts on the boy who had gotten me to care enough to think of him. I can not let the thought on that stupid boy distract me. I started to wonder about the exans and how they will be played. My mond kept wandering toward the boy though. Why cant I get him out of my head? Something about him just sparked my intrest. I scowled at myself. I cant think of him like that. I have to get stronger and feelings for others will only get me weaker. I was waiting for my teammates so we could head to the entrance of the exams. They finally came and we started to head towards the entrance were we will begin our first phase of the exam. I just hope my thoughts on that boy will not let me fail this.

~Naruto POV~

"Teme shouldnt we get going" I asked the Teme. He nodded. I felt eyes on me and turned to see the boy Sasuke was talking to. He had long brown hair that contrasted his fair skin. He had pale white eyes that reminded ne of Hinata. He must be family or something. He caught my attention for some reason. He had no emotion on his face just like the teme would. I shook my head. I cant think like that. I shoudnt be thinking like that. I felt my heart beat at a  faster pace. I turned around and ignored the stare I got from him. Something about him made me get intrested. I shook my head once again. He is a boy I shouldnt be thinking like this. "Naruto are you okay" Sakura asked. "Yeah fine just thinking" I replied."Thats a first dobe" Sasuke said. "What did you say teme" i scowled. "That you thinking is a first DOBE" he said with a mocking tone that made me want to just kill him. "Shut up for once will you Naruto it is true what Sasuke said" Sakura said. "Shut yourself up" i said with venom. I dont know why I even liked her she is so annoying. They froze and looked at me. "Are you okay Naruto you never respond that way" She said. "Now I cant even speak before explaining to you why I speak a certain way pinky" i said with an annoyed expression. "No its just that you always come back with a 'he started it' or something like that" she replaied to my comment. "Just thought I should change what I say it never works out before plus I dont know why I should respect you. You are an annoying person that may seem smart but really is not. If you want anymore facts just keep talking" I said with a glare. She shut her mouth. I began to walk away like nothing happened and continued to think about the boy. Something about him. It reminded me of the pain I had but it wasnt as worse as mine but close to it. I shook my head. I heard footstteps gaining speed coming closer to me and then a hand on my shoulder. "Are you sure you are fine Sakura is right you would never make any harsh comments" Sasuke asked. "I said I was fine now just leave me alone Sasuke" I said with boredom all over my face. He let go of my shoulder and began to walk with me. Sakura catched up a little after but right now I was confused on my feelings and what I said. Just the thought of the boy made me turn to how I usually dont respond. What is it about him that made me think this way?